Kagaz Ki Kashthi Luv tht Sacrifices Life Part 46


 

 

Part 46

 

 

Geet saw maan’s eyes that are glued on her n shiv’s entangle hands… if look can burn both were burnt till now… geet instantly removed her hand where shiv only chuckle at her….

Shiv: hey mr khurana,, we were just talking about u… umm just work only,, he smiles slyly…. (tich drooling on shiv’s sly smile,, Babaji I became so shameless now a days)

Geet: maan wo…. But maan point a finger towards her to stop her speaking… she gulp her saliva knowing the damage… she just prayed to her babaji for helping her to tackle his anger now….

Maan: how dare u come to my cabin without my permission, he roared like a lion… aadi rushed in to see his enraged boss…. All the stuff were already hell scared…

Aadi: si-sirrrrr he has an appointment with u and u both have to discuss the project client wanted to see the design in 15 days….

Maan just looked at aadi with blood shot eyes,, he was petrified but understand maan wanted him out of his cabin now so he just left them….

 

Shiv: ohhoo Mr khurana don’t be hyper, I was just talking with geet about,,, but maan didn’t let him complete….

Maan: its Mrs Khurana, I guess u forgot Mr Kapoor we are in a professional meeting where u should address my WIFE as Mrs Khurana only, I would prefer that…. he said in low but deep tone… that send a shiver to geet… she knew how much he is angry now…

Shiv: ok ok now don’t get hyper, its not good for health u know…. And I guess we can continue our meeting later…. U needs ur privacy to spend some time with family…. He smiles and wink at him then indicate towards geet….

Maan: its none of ur concern where I want to spent time… for meeting concern we will meet tom for the design, KC have the best Architect,, they will give u their best… now can u excuse us?

Without taking his any words he dragged geet outside of the cabin holding her waist… but before leaving she turn to shiv,, she want to know something but its unknown for her also… she was confuse as why she did frndship with him, why she doesn’t like their fight…. Why her heart want to find something… she knew only shiv can answer her unknown question as maan will never open the chapter… she tried to search for something but all she can see some deep hidden secret in shiv’s eyes… that was dark, mysterious exactly like maan….

 

She saw the surrounding and then saw they are outside of the building and he shoved her in the car taking his seat on the driving seat… he dropped his tie on the backseat…. There was a complete silence,, both didn’t talk to each other,, just sitting in the car which was in parking lot…

Abruptly geet broke the silence: maan…. wo main, wo

Maan harshly pulls her close to him holding her waist…. she was lying over him… her hands were on his biceps to hold her position… he slides his hand on her waist holding her harshly…. She flinched as his fingers dig in her skin…. But he didn’t saw that… his anger just blinded him…

Maan: what was that geet? I said clearly I hate him, and still u were talking to him?

Geet: maan please, her tears spilled… just listen to me… her tears already made him weak, but he tried to hold his anger because today he got pain from the person he loved the most, yes he hate shiv beyond imagination. Yes they were best frnd and now best enemy… but why? Only time knows…  maybe everyone think he is over reacting but the pain that are hidden for yrs now slowly turning on now making it bleed…

Maan: geet u know I hate the person most and u let him touch u? he said in disgust… tears were not stopping their way…

Geet: its not like that maan, I was just

Maan: what ha? What were u doing? Friendship with my enemy?

He pushed her and leaned on her….

Maan: remember geet, u r my possession and I hate sharing my things with someone and if that is my enemy then forget that,, I can burn everything who touch my possession geet… I will destroy everything that will try to snatch u from me… his voice was so deep that scared geet to death, she had never seen him angered so much after that ni8…. But today seems like its beyond that extreme also….

Geet: I m sorry, she whisper… he let her and leaned on his seat taking deep breaths… he called dadi to bring mahika at hospital directly….

 

Both reached the hospital where mahika need to be check up… maan didn’t talk to her more,, he just went ahead leaving a teary geet… she saw dadima smiling at mahika and caressing her head who is in maan’s arm… then her eyes fell on dadima who smiles at her indicating her to come close… geet wiped the small tear and put a smile to show dadima…

 

Dadima excused herself and left them alone as her health was not good… now maaneet is with mahika, though its not any serious thing, mahika just need to be checked as regular basic… all the way maan just restless seeing mahika with the nurses and in doctor’s hand.. geet tried to held his hand to calm him but he just snapped it… sometime he shouted on the doctor to be careful…

After 40 min they comes out from the doctor room.. doctor prescribed few needed things for mahika like her proper food and few tonics for vitamins… maan handed mahika to geet and informed her he will come in few mins,, and instructed her to sit in the car…. She nodded and makes her way to the car…

Geet was lost in her world, recalling the previous incident… her eyes were cloudy seeing maan so aloof,, his pain was the only thing that was bothering her… she remember the eyes of shiv, what was there? Why both had the same anger and same pain in it, or she is mistaken? Is she mistaken judging shiv and in that sense hurting maan more…. no she can’t do that,, to take him out from past she can’t afford to lose her present, her maan.. she can’t snatch his smile in the present… she decided not to come in their matter now, if there is something her to know maan will tell her himself… she need not to know from outsiders…

Geet smiles looking at mahika..

Geet: I will ask sorry to dada… mahika giggle like she understand her.. geet kissed her lips softly mahika made some sound and gave her best smile showing her gum…

Geet didn’t realize she had reached the parking lot, she started move towards their car unaware of the surroundings… her mind was so occupied that she didn’t saw the approaching bike towards them… before it can hit them geet felt a small grip pulling her away from the area… geet clutches mahika close to her chest, holding her protecting…. Her eyes were close….  And then heard the strong voice…

ARE U MAD? WHAT THE HELL U WERE DOING, WALKING ON A STREET LIKE THAT….

Geet opened her eyes to see an enraged SHIV holding her elbow and shouting like a maniac… his eyes are showing how much petrified he was,, but WHY?

Shiv took mahika from her checking her is she ok or….

Shiv: geet r u fond of Troubles? Apna nahi kamse kam iss bacche ka to kheyal karti, she is just 1 n half month, u should have care for her before coming here frantically… if anything had happen to her ? and u, can’t u see the bike coming towards u… do u know if anything had happen to u both what would happen  to everyone…

Geet: everyone or maan? she said dazedly.. he just looked at her eyes…. Why u r worrying about my family shiv, why u were so worried about my child… bolo shiv?

Shiv: no I was just, I mean ur family somehow my family too, u know that my mother’s family, my nanima’s family..

Geet: r u really worried about them or ?

Shiv: I can never bother about maan,, he is just a enemy for me, my best enemy…

Geet: and u r holding ur enemy’s life so protectively like u can never afford to see a slight snatch on her… her eyes motion and shiv looked at his hand, he was protectively holding mahika close to his heart… it was a clear indicator how much he is afraid about mahika and how much he care for his enemy’s possession…

Shiv: it was nothing like that geet, main to…

And then a hard thing fell across his face and next he saw maan snatching mahika away from him, his eyes were spitting fire… he just came and saw geet talking with shiv and he holding mahika close to his chest… his blood boiled to see that and anger rushed through his vein, he couldn’t hear anything just slapped shiv across his cheek very hard…. Shiv looked at him angrily where he point a finger towards him….

Maan: I told u stay away from my family and never try to cross ur boundary still u have the guts to touch my mahika,, I won’t spare u shiv if anything happen to my family ever…

Shiv didn’t said anything,, he just looked at geet who was feeling helpless… she tried to say something but maan stopped her showing his hand…

Maan: DON’T….

His one word was enough to shut her… he looked at shiv like warning him and then went to his car with mahika,, geet glances at shiv for the last time and then went to their car….

 

 

 

They reached KM and ignoring everyone maan went towards their room, geet made some lame excuses that maan is anxious about mahika’s health…. She also went to the room….  

 

she tried to talk to him but he just ignored taking mahika with him he entered their room where geet just followed him,, she knew he is mad,, whole journey he was angry with her,, in hospital also he didn’t talk to her just stood by mahika….
she saw maan placing mahika on the cradle, then going to the washroom…..

after 30 min he comes out from the washroom… geet rushes towards him with fresh towel but he snapped again…

geet: maan please just listen to me…


he again ignored her but this time she jerks his hand and made him face her, it angered him more… he pushed her on the wall pinning her petite body with his bare chest…. the droplet was coming on his shoulder from the nape… the wet hair and his aftershave was enough to seduce anyone…

geet: maan… she moans but he pressed her hands harshly…
maan: not a word geet, i had have enough of ur nonsense… u knew everything still u didn’t care about me..

it brought her to senses…. tears made its way as she can see pain in his eyes but he exchanged it with anger… she knew its hurt him to see her hurt… she tried to suppress her pain that was causing his hold… but his words were more piercing her…
maan: u said u love me geet, where was ur love when u were shaking his hand, where was ur love when knowing i hate him still u made frndship,, badha shouk hain na dosti ka,, be with ur frnd then, don’t u dare come close to me again…

her heart sink, knees trembled… her life just shook with his harshness…. heart covered with unknown fear as he walked out from the room wearing his shirt,, didn’t gave a second look to her…..

 

 

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Geet thought he was angry and will calm down in mater of hours, but this hours turned a day, then 2 days,  and last 4 days.. geet was losing her patience… his aloofness was making her vulnerable,, she can never imagine maan can be angry to this extent… not only he stopped talking with her but took mahika with him, he didn’t let her touch her also,, after seeing mahika with shiv it made him furious… geet 1st thought it was his anger and possessiveness,, with time he will come out from the moment and will take her in his arms… but her patience is breaking bit by bit… she had said sorry to maan numerous time but he just ignored her,, he started ignoring her presence in his life, all the family member had notice a little tiff but geet tried to maintain his reputation in front of everyone…

 

Maan had shift his office work to home and working from his outhouse, not only that he had taken mahika with him to outhouse, some time he stayed in the outhouse only… geet would often waited for him and mahika to see one glimpse of her but he refrain her to see her.. her motherhood was tormenting in it… her heart is shattering by each passing second… staying away from her own child more than 4 days,, no mother can tolerate that,, sometime her breast felt the pain not having her child for latch… she often cried in her room silently but there was no one who can wipe her tears,, in the whole mansion there was not a single person who can share her pain…

Its 5th days when maan walked in their room only to see geet lost in her thought staring at the blank space beyond the horizon… geet felt his presence and turned around to see maan taking some file with him and going out…. she ran to him…

Geet cried: Maannnn…. Where were u maan? where is mahika? Meri bacchi kaha hain maan? please maan I m sorry please forgive me,, please give her to me…

Maan just ignored her and pushed her hand that was on his arm… geet stared at him blankly… and then at his hand…

Geet whisper: maan…

 

 

Something broke in him, some pain was pinching him… his anger is still not over.. shiv’s image is still so fresh to forgive geet.. in his blindness he actually forgot about a mother who is suffering… in his rage he didn’t realize he is taking her for granted… he is hurting the same person whom he love the most… he wanted some piece for his mind to cool his anger but he forgot he is pushing her to the edge that can destroy their beautiful relation…

Maan turned around,, he can see a broken geet,, yes it paining him but he avoided…

Maan: when u can’t take any responsibilities then stay away from them till the time u feel u r capable,, he said in a deep and cold voice and then walked out of the room leaving a shattered geet behind…

Geet: kya meri galti itni badhi thi maan that u forgot about our love over ur anger…

She was feeling lifeless without her heart and soul…

 

 

2 days gone when maan finally cool down his anger fully… he was feeling guilty for his behavior… he walked in the mansion only to hear a scream…

Geetttttttttttttttt….  It was dadima’s voice….

Maan heart rose frantically and a whisper came out….

Maan: Geet….

He ran to their room only to see the dadima holding geet who was lying on the floor unconsciously… whole family rushed there and saw the scene… dadima was trying to wake up but she was nowhere to response at all…

 

Maan immediately held her and tried to wake geet patting her cheeks… his heart sink to see her so pale and lifeless… he cursed himself for behaving like a jerk but now he have to take care of her… he scooped her in his arms and then makes his way to the hospital,, all the family members followed him….

 

In the hospital doctor shalini who had attended geet with her pregnancy rushed with Geet… and then come arjun almost running…. Before he entered the room he looked at maan’s hopeful eyes…

Maan: please arjun meri geet….

Arjun: I will see her…

 

 

Maan sank on the chair thinking about the week,, his harshness torn her,, knowing her health he had taken her for granted… and now seeing her in that condition made him realize what he had done, but he doesn’t knew how much extent he had gone, he is praying to god for her well being, he just can’t afford to lose her….

 

He was engrossed in his thought didn’t realize when everyone gathered around him…. dadima sat beside him slowly wiping her tears…. Maan looked at her with tear…

Maan: dadi I m sorry, its all because of me..

Dadima patted his cheeks: nahi bête,, isme aapka dosh kaha hain, u haven’t done anything, I m sure it was an accident,, I don’t know why n how she fainted,, now a days we couldn’t see her often…. Most of the time she was in the room.. we thought she was busy with her work as u were working from outhouse, we couldn’t even saw mahika, she said mahika is with her and whenever we went to see her she said u took her to outhouse as u were having lots work and missing mahika….

Maan was shocked to know geet didn’t told anyone about his anger.. his rude harsh treatment to her…  guilt started taking place and then saw arjun coming out from the room, to see his face he can guess arjun is very angry,, he looked at maan with disgust…. He ran to him…

Maan: arjun meri geet…

Arjun: to abb tumhe apni geet ki yaad agayi maan, where were u when she was suffering so much?

Maan: arjun… his voice was like a whisper only..

Arjun: yes mr maan singh khurana, enough damages is done… I don’t know why she defends u always,, where u r the sole reason she always suffers so much…

Maan couldn’t say anything he just stares at geet through the mirror,, his heart slits to see her flinching in pain,, 2 nurses are holding her hand where she is screaming in pain…. And after some time she finally drifted to sleep… tears spilled out from maan’s eyes….

Dadima: but huya kya geet ko?

Doc shalini comes out: please bring her baby fast….

Dadima: but

Shalini: already she is bearing a lot, its look like she had avoid her health very much and I m shocked knowing the fact she had been deprived her baby to latch her for 7 days…

Maan was shocked and his heartbeat rose, throat went dry….

Arjun: she is facing the pain for 7 days and no one knew, and u said u love her maan,, if u loved her u had never did this.. because of u she is suffering now,, stopping her feeding to her baby can cause her death also, do u know that…

Maan looked at arjun blankly…

Arjun: her health doesn’t approve her one day without breast feeding mahika,, and she is not feeding her breast for a week now, n top of that her mental state had gone through a lot.. I thought after her operation u will give her so much love that her next operation will be at smooth but seems like I have mistaken judging u… when I saw her 2 days back, I knew something must be wrong,, I asked her why she is neglecting her health, she had stopped her medicine also, and then I came to know the reason, I heard ur all accusation, her crying but still she said its her personal matter…. Wish I could not listen her and force her to come hospital immediately,,, and now one more panic attack and we will loose her for eternity… that’s what u wanted maan?

Maan: arjun….

His voice was stuck in his throat,, only chocked emotion came out….

Arjun: why maan? now why u r so worried about her, when u were snatching her baby from her u didn’t thought once before doing that, whatever she did was that so big crime that u pushed her to her death bed AGAIN….

Maan: Geet, I m sorry… he said while tears flicked through his deep eyes… his eyes only tracing her pale face…

Shalini: please hurry up bring her baby, she needs her now….

 

Nikita came rushing holding mahika…. Doctor took her and went geet’s room…

 

Maan sank on the couch holding his face between his palm….

Maan: what have I done again.. why I cause her so much harm…. Geet I m sorry…. I m really sorry mishty.. apne gusse me andha ho jata hu main… why I couldn’t see ur pain…. I m really sorry…. He felt someone sitting beside him… he looked up to see dadima… he cried holding her hand.. dadima its all because of me she is suffering so much… I m the culprit…

Dadima coldly remove her hand: pata nahi maan humse kya galti hogayi,, why I have to marry her to u…. I guess that was my biggest mistake that I never thought about her, I was so blind in my own family I forgot what punishment I m giving her tying her with u….  

Maan: dadima…. He cried but his dadima become numb…

Nurses informed geet gains her conscious… dadima immediately rushes to see her…. but maan couldn’t move an inch….

 

Nikita aniee dev all met her,, and then left the place for 2 to solve their problem, dadima doesn’t wanted to leave geet alone but nikita forcefully took her with them…

 

Maan entered the room with shaky legs… the sight just torn his heart, geet clutching mahika close to her heart and crying her eyes out,, she was looking at her every feature like she had not seen her for ages… she kissed her whole face numerous time and then kissed her small cubby palm, her foot.. her forehead… tears were not stopping today…. The sound of maan’s approaching feet make her turn his way and instantly the fear spread her face… she clutches mahika close to her chest and shivering with the thought maan will take her away….

 

 

 

Precap: please maan don’t take her,, I m sorry. I m really sorry maan, I promise I will not talk to anyone,, but please forgive me,,, I will do anything but please don’t take her away from me, I can’t live without her.. I will die maan…

She cried bitterly shattering his heart in to million pieces….

I m Sorry, he whisper finally breaking down….

 

 

So how was the pain guys?? Ok I was bores with sweet lovey dovey life so wanted some jhatka and twisting life, so here it is… please comment honestly ho was it….

 



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3 responses to this post.

  1. awsem update so emotional maan snaching mahika from geet in anger geet in pain maan not caring geet health worse maan guilty geet in fear do next soon

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  2. ‎Tich Mg its so painful yr… i m crying in last 2 paras+precap 😥

    ufff…. Itna dard…waki main Geet kitna sehti ai hai is k3 main…. maan ka ghussa samjh ata hai but is had tak.. 7 days mother without her child .. HEART WRENCHING … Hate u Maan for this….

    this is mostly horrible and unbearable for any woman… opper se mental state damage…. acha kia Arjun jo itna sunayaa Maan ko… ek kantap bhi laga dena chaye tha…

    & why she saving him from all acts as he didnt doing anything.. Geet ye tm kab samjhogi… Maan ka ghussa pyar pe haawi..

    Shiv pe drooling BAD tich =P

    YE BAAT TO CLEAR HAI SHIV IS ALL POSSESSIVE ABOUT MAAN & his ALL belongs. chaye wo MAHIKA HO , GEET HO ya Other Family Members
    wese ye Hospital k parking lot main kia karing SHIV???

    but this shiv is mysterious like OUR MAAN..
    Dark secrete kholo or bolo tich kia hua hai….
    Geet ka PRECAP break down .. next update also HEART ATTACK na….

    I JUST LOVE THE UPDATE!!!
    u describe all torments of Geet SUPERB!!!

    yes sweet sweet moments k sath JHATKE ka Tadka bhi zorori hai.. 😉
    UPDATE SOON & I M WAITING =P
    always greedy for more =D =P

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  3. super duper hit…

    its worth tat i read leaving my book he he he…

    waitin to c next part…

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