Kagaz Ki Kashthi Luv tht Sacrifices Life Part 48

 

Kagaz ki Kashthi Luv tht Sacrifices Life

 

Part 48

 

 

After the night maan was really petrified,, he had never thought geet had to bear that much pain… he cursed himself for doing something like that,, he is punishing himself for every deed in every way,, dadima saw his suffering, the way he looked at geet and without saying anything went out from the house,, she sighed looking at her family, she knew how much maan loved geet, whatever he did but she can’t deny the love maan have for geet…

 

He is doing everything to make her comfortable still there is slight hesitant in her,, whenever he is with mahika, he can see a fear in her,, and he abruptly left mahika with her walking out from there,, it was another afternoon when maan returned from office and saw mahika looking the ceiling with her doe shape eyes, he so wanted to take her in his arms.. and he did that… he lift her in his arm and walked to the window.. geet was not there, he heard the shower maybe she is having a shower                 ….

Maan: hello mahi,, sorry baby, dada couldn’t give u time at all… mahika tried to hold his stubble but it only hurt her soft palm so she instantly pulls out pouting her lips exactly like geet…

Maan smiles seeing his angel just like her mamma… he kissed her nose,

Maan: sorry baby,, u know when I tickled ur mamma she also pouted like that… mahika smiles making funny sound… he smiles but soon it covered with pain… but angel dada himself ruin everything, unknowingly dada snatches ur mamma’s smile and her cute antics,, he smiles sadly,, tell dada what to do to make mamma like before… tell ur mamma dada is really sorry and he loves her very much…. He kissed her forehead… dada can’t live without u two…. tell ur mamma to be back to ur dada…

Maan heard a sound and hurriedly wiped the small amount of tear that was lingering in the corner of his eyes… he turned to see geet standing with wet hair,, wearing a light green color suit…. He saw the fear again in her eyes and she is looking at mahiak in his hand…. he closed his eyes feeling miserable, but calming his senses he walked up to her and give mahika to her arms.. geet looked at him with great attention and the saw him taking two step back…. he walked out from the room taking few files with him…

She looked at mahika and then maan’s back, her heart felt a pin pricking in it,, his hurt face and the way he is distancing himself from mahika only to make her understand she belongs to her more is slowly covering her fear… but a pain took place there,, she knew what must he is feeling distancing himself from his life…  she saw mahika’s longing eyes that was on maan’s back.. she need both of their attention…  she recollect his words that he was saying mahika,, a long tear came out… she knew whatever was it, he loves her more than his life but the pain she had faced in those 7 days is over shadowing her love….

 

 

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At the same time sam and shiv in kapoor resident…

 

Sam: shiv shiv shiv I m sooo happy today, a chirping sam told shiv hugging him tight,, shiv smiles and patted her head…

Shiv: what happen,, itni khus kyun ho?

Sam: its all because of u, u proved u r my best buddy…

Shiv: ohhkk ohhkk now tell me what is the real matter, I guess I will get a party also… what happen in between my kept town visit… shiv was not here after the day of meeting with geet,, he had to rush Kept town as his father called him for an important project so he was unaware of all surroundings…

Sam: ohh I m sorry,, u were not here so how u suppose to know all this… jante ho shiv jo kaam khud bhagwan nahi kar paaye, tumne kar dikhaya.. even God couldn’t separate maan n geet but u did it…

Shiv stopped the champion glass that he was holding to gulp in his throat…

 

Shiv: what do u mean?

Sam told al the event after that day,,,geet’s condition and maan’s suffering…  and anyone can say she is more than happy to see maaneet suffering…

Shiv’s jaw tighten and eyes darken, no one can say what is going in his mind but there was something burning, because the flame is too much to resist..

Shiv: and how do u know all this?

Sam: common shiv money speaks volume than morals.. its not hard to get information from maan’s idiot servants…  and top of that I saw his torn out expression in office,, but to say u the truth, I hate maan’s concern towards geet now and the way he is destroying himself for that bi***

Shiv: mind ur tongue sam, he said in deep and dangerous tone… for a moment sam taken a back but then smiles slyly…

Sam: don’t tell u have fallen in love with her… shiv looked at her in surprise… shiv aisa huya bhi good for me atleast she will be out from maan’s life and that mahika also whom maan love more than his life.. so tell me shiv r u fallen in love with her… shiv was quite,, he was remembering the time he met with geet,, her innocence stare,, the way she was looking at both maan n shiv when they were fighting.. her confidence when she was talking with him in the parking lot and her last looking at him when she was trying to search something in his eyes…

Sam smiles happily: I knew it, I knew it,, ohh god why that girl only eyes my frnd and love ones… but shiv didn’t said anything just lost somewhere…

 

 

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Geet got a call from maan and he informed her to come to the office immediately,, though she was not interested but she can sense the urgency in his voice so she went to KC… she enters the office but bumped to a skinny girl who was wearing a tight fitter skirt and full sleeves shirt 1st 2 buttons of the shirt are open revealing her cleavage.. geet saw the smirking face of samaira,, she wanted to ignore because her presence only made her blood cold…

Sam: ohhh geet, what have u done to urself? or shall i say what maan had done to u… i said u earlier also, u both are so mismatch, u know he is so aggressive and u r damsel in distress… u can’t bound him in timid love where his thirst can quench by only a wild lioness, that definitely is not u…

 

geet just looked at her: hogaya bakwas? abb main jau?

sam looked at her blankly, she thought she wll cry or shout at her but nothing was there,, geet tried to walk out… but again she held her hand…

 

sam: u seriously thing u know him better? trust me the darkest chapter of his life u still unaware about it and looking at maan he will never tell u….

 

geet looked for some moment but then walked off leaving a bewilder sam behind…

 

geet enters the cabin and maan looked up to see an angel glad in blue saree standing over the entrance…

‘geet’ he whisper as she entered the cabin slowly….

 

geet: u called me? she said in a nervous tone…

 

 

maan held her hand and make her sit on the sofa: from when u became so afraid of me mishty?

geet can see the pain in his face… he dipped his head and sighed….

 

maan: chodo,, actually i need ur signature in something….

 

geet looked at him in confusion but again mahika’s matter came in her…. was he going to take her mahika again…

 

geet stood up nervously: maan i didn’t talk about mahika to anyone or anything, why u want to take her away from me?

 

maan held her hand and pulls her harshly to him, close enough to touch her breath also: please geet listen to me atleast,, come out from past jaan,, i know i did a mistake but that doesn’t mean i always want mahika away from u,, u r her mother and God also know, ur rights on her will be always my 1st priority, please trust me jaan…. don’t do this to me geet… please don’t…. his tears come out and she stares at him with pain….. he instantly hide those emotion that was tormenting her… he led her to their privet corner and made her sit beside him… all the way her eyes were fixed on his face… he saw that and held her face in his one palm…

maan: mishty, 1st read the papers and then signed it… geet knew it was only her fear but maan can never take mahika away, atleast not on paper basic… still some corner of her mind ditching her heart… maan handed the papers and she read that carefully… with each passing time her eyes grew bigger and vision was becoming blur…

geet: ye to,, it’s the hospital for heart patient, u wanted to made then.. because u,

maan; because I went through the pain when we came on the verge of losing u the most special person in my life,,, I felt those moment was more bitter than death when I found u on the hospital bed… I don’t want anyone to suffer at least not because of short of money or latest equipments…

geet: but main kaise,

maan: it will be on ur name geet, and this was decided for very long,, the time I had made a decision about this hospital I had done all the legal formalities on ur name only…

geet: u don’t need to do this, she said weakly…

maan: I m not doing any favor to anyone, its my satisfaction only…

geet stares at his eyes which is enough to say the words of his heart… geet without any words signed it… she stood up to leave but maan held her saree pallu…

maan: will u go with me to see something? Geet turn to see the painful eyes that never needed any permission but today she had reserve herself so much that now he need a consent.. seeing her lost face maan quickly added…. There are some patients for whom KC had organized sponsorships,, the people who can’t manage their treatment because of money KC will bring few sponsorship…they wanted us to visit the hospital day after tomorrow…  he stood up and stares at her eyes for permission… jaogi mere sath geet?

Geet: u don’t need to ask permission maan… she said losing herself in his eyes,, for a moment he get to see his old geet but he knew its not the real self…

Maan: thank u, he whisper and kissed her forehead… geet felt a shiver in her body that was missing for so long…. Driver will drop u home…

Geet nodded and started leaving the room, but before she can walk out, she turned to see maan last time… he smiles with pain…. She suppress the undefined pain in her heart and walked out….

 

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Maan was leaning on the chair with his close eyes,, recalling geet’s visit,, geet must be in the parking,, he was so tempted to go with her,, but he was afraid if he again hurt her in any possible way, now he can’t trust himself anymore… he was lost in his thought oblivious with the storm coming next moment…

 

Shiv marched in the office without any explanation to anyone…  receptionist tried to stop him but he was in so much anger that he didn’t gave a look to her just marched towards maan’t cabin… when aadi tried to stop he just point a finger not to disturb them, it was enough for aadi to hulp his saliva and his bodyguards surrounded the office so that no one can touch him….

Shiv barked in the cabin where maan was leaning on his chair.. the sudden jerk force him to open his eyes and he saw shiv banging the door and next his table with his strong palm….

 

Shiv punched the table in frustration and shouted: What the hell do u think of urself ha,, r u the God of everyone’s life…

It was so sudden that maan was taken aback… but that doesn’t mean his anger doesn’t shoot up… anybody can guess how much fury was in his eyes….

Maan: what r u doing here? he said with greeted teeth…

Shiv: don’t u know what m I doing here? Or is that u don’t want to know….

Maan: just leave shiv before I will do something… but shiv grab his collar…

Shiv: what will u do ha,, what? will u punish me just like u did to geet….

But this time it doubled maan’s anger and he held shiv’s collar more tightly: don’t u dare take her name again, I will kill u shiv…

Shiv: u can do that only, like u tried killed her by snatching her baby but I m telling u maan, I m not the old shiv, its SHIV KAPOOR who can destroy u and don’t think I will leave u…

 

 

Maan: so u knew everything and thats why u just flew away the very night,, yeah how can I forget u just came here to snatch my life AGAIN…

Shiv: God Damit,, I m tired of explaining, it was not my fault….

But maan just could hold himself,, he punched his face and shiv landed on the table scattering everything in the process…

Maan: its because of u I lost HER,, and now I don’t want to lose my last possession.. dare shiv come close to my family…

But shiv turn and pushed maan with full force making her fall on the couch: damit they are my family too… and she is exactly like HER…

Maan stood up and held his face to punch right across it: NEVER UTTER HER NAME…. she is GEET not SAANJH…

Shiv’s eyes just flickered and both their anger turned in to pain… but shiv compose himself and pushed his hand….

Shiv: Fighter Club tom 11 in the morning…. He threw 2 passes on the table and turn to leave…

 

Maan greeted his teeth and shiv walked out…. as he came out of the cabin he heard the glass table shattering in to pieces, he knew it will come but then his eyes met with the pair of frighten eyes… a teary geet was standing over the exit of the room… shiv felt a pain in his heart to see the hurt in her eyes… he knew what must be going on her seeing her love going through all this,, but he need to do this… he have to…

He walked pass geet without any word..  geet saw the whole office was staring ta maan office that was in mess now….

 

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In the night geet was only recalling the encounter with shiv,, and then her mind shifted to their fight,, she didn’t hear anything just heard fight club 11 in the morning,, but what is it she doesn’t know,, she shrug off not wanted to make maan again angry… her eyes caught something, and she took the album of their sweet memory… she flickered the pages and saw the happy moment,, maan pampering her, her anger and maan manofying her,, without realizing a sweet smile crept on her face but then remembering his act tear escaped from her eyes… unknowingly maan is breaking the wall she had created around her, yes if he was the reason of her detachment then only his love is the one who can break the barrier of her heart… she saw mahika who was now sucking her thumbs indicating she is hungry… she took her and feed her and then started playing with her…

maan entered the room to see geet smiling seeing mahika’s giggling,, his heart felt so peace to see her smile after so many days, but at the moment she felt his presence she looked at him nervously,, his heart cried to see his geet who once made him feel so relax with her smile after his exhausted day,, she is now so dim and barely smile to him… he sighed dejectedly…

He comes out from the washroom after getting freshen up, but couldn’t find geet there,, and then saw mahika was in her cradle sleeping peacefully… he searched for geet but she was nowhere,, he panics not finding her,, then he comes down,, he was going to shout her name when he finds the kitchen lights are on…. He immediately rush to see is she is there and found her holding something with the dishes.. he instantly pulls her holding her hand,, she felt afraid seeing his red eyes… he held her both elbow and pulls her very close to his body…

Maan: where the hell were u geet? Do u know how worried I was…

She looked at him blankly, he realized his anger can frighten her again… he closed his eyes breathing heavy….

Geet: I was warming up the food, u haven’t eat anything… she said meekly…

How can anyone behave so rude with the angel, he thought,, he loosen his grip and cupped her face…

Maan: I m sorry mishty, I was worried as at this time u were not in the room….  She can see the concern in his eyes, she felt her heart increased its beats,, its like she is feeling his concern for the 1st time,, her mind is slowly opening again, she knows he loved her but the previous action’s effect was so strong it just she need time, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t love him any more…

Geet: wo, aap, I mean u haven’t eat till now and everyone was asleep so I thought to serve u… she taking her time, her words couldn’t come out from her mouth… maan felt pain but there was a little ray of hope to see his mishty back to normal….

Maan: u still loves me mishty, he whisper… she looked at him confuse… when she stopped loving him…. he rubbed her cheeks with his thumb, thank u for loving me so much…. Their eyes met,, it was not only pain but the hidden love was oozing out after so many days… she had noticed the way the family is treating maan and whatever it is she didn’t like that.. Though her mind had blocked her heart still her hearts beats for him only… and even he can’t stop that….

Maan came close to her face, his breath fans on her lips,, she doesn’t wanted to feel the ticklish sensation but still his breath was tickling her and she closed her eyes… he kissed the corner of her lips… and then touch her forehead with him…

Maan: mishty I don’t deserve u… he said in a chocked voice…

 

 

Geet looked at his teary eyes,, her heart felt like someone squeezed it…  I m really very bad mishty, I deserve no one in my life… unknowingly tears comes out from geet eyes as she looked at his pained face… it has only remorse and pain in it…. he kissed her cheek again and felt some salty wet thing.. he instantly opened his eyes and saw her tears… his heart felt joy seeing the stone slowly melting… in all this days she had concealed her heart so that no sorrow or happiness can touch her, so that no one can break her heart ever,, but he is successful breaking it,, its really good for her health to pour out her emotion that she had blocked in her heart and now his pain is melting her heart,, she is coming out from her grief…. He wiped her tears slowly and planted kisses on her eyes… no geet, I don’t even deserve ur precious pearl… yes I had given u only this… but trust me jaan I never intended to it… I know I don’t deserve u in any life,, but trust me geet, I can’t live without u…  geet sobbed holding his hand that are on her face and hugged him…. he felt like he got his life back… he cried holding her where she sobbed violently….

 

He wiped her tears but her tears were not stopping at all,, her tears were slits his heart and not finding any way he pressed his lips on her… she looked at him shocked but then both felt contended to feel the love after so many days and submitted themselves in the burning sensation…

 

 

Precap: Fight club….

Oye kya mast cheese hain…

Stay away from her,,

Once a girl enter the place she is our dude.. and thats it… the fight begins….

 

 

Ohhkk I guess ow everyone is little relax after maaneet’s hug and kiss…. Yeah maan had suffered a lot I guess, though it can’t compare to a mother’s pain but still maan’s pain is not less,, he loves geet more than his life and seeing her like that can be so hurtful only true lover can guess…

And about past jhalak was SAANJH… but next part will reveal more and u will get maan shiv moment with concern for geet but why shiv is worrying for geet so much… and why he is doing this? What do u thing guys???

Next update after my exam that is 3rd june,, it’s a govt preliminary exam, so just one day… hope to see u Monday or Tuesday with it….

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3 responses to this post.

  1. anothr painful updt
    bt d hug n kiss did soothe d pain
    seems like a major mu btwn shiv n maan..
    waiting 2 know more!!

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  2. d whole update is miiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnndddddddddd blllllllooooooowwwwwwiiiinnnnnnggggggggg…

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  3. n 1 more thing dekho maan kitni koshish karta hai use manane ki wapis normal laane ki…. sirf yehi nai wo hamesha jab geet ruthi hai wo tab tak manata hai jab geet maana nai jati…

    aur yaha i observe jab geet janati thi wo gussa hai toh dar ke apne aap ko room lock karne ke bajaye usse maan ke paas jana tha use manana tha… 1 baar muh modta ya 2 bar ya max 3 bar usse jyada wo usse naraz ho hi nai sakta i bet…

    aur haan galati arjun ki bhi hai jab geet use mili thi toh usne maan ko cal karke as doctor geet ki health ki enquiri karta aur use yaad dilwata ke geet ko baby ko feed karna kitna jaruri hai bas sab kuch thik ho jata… jab arjun itna nai kar sakta toh use koi haq nai banata ke wo hamare maan ko kuch bhi kahe…

    hai na????

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