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A Walk in a Cloud Last Part

Last Part, u can think it as epilogue…

 

 

Morning sun light brought the new zeal of love n happiness for everyone, but does the same with Geet and Maan? same question must be lingering in geet’s mind when she found her side empty… a ting of pain gush through her when she saw maan wasn’t there. she sighed knowing he must have left for office.. in all these year she can only hope for this, every morning she dreamt to be in his arm but woke up alone, she looked at the clock, showing 7 am. She couldn’t she sleep so much,, she should have woken at 6 to give him a nice breakfast, he must have left empty stomach… she cursed herself and tried to get up from the comfy duvet but soon realized she is naked… whole night came crushing down, she had barely slept for 2 hour, the passion she felt last night it was magical.. her face become red in shy but soon maan’s thought crushed down her shyness… Maan didn’t get an eyes sleep, how will he feel in his meeting then… she tried to take the scatter cloth from the floor but the scene in front of her froze her…

She looked up to see maan coming from washroom dripping wet, he still has the abs she can die for, his structure is same like 18 yrs before but it had grown muscling more… the water from his wet hair dropped down to his neck then his shoulder… Geet felt her throat went dry seeing him like that. there are very few days she had seen him like this. He was always busy in his routine so she couldn’t have the pleasurable view every morning….

Their eyes met, she felt something crunching in her stomach, His wet desirable look was intoxicating.. she felt her heart shudder violently, and before it can burst she need to rush out from here… Maan saw the morning beauty,, smudge sindoor n swollen lips, her eyes were red saying the lack of sleep, hair messy and the duvet covering her womanly asset giving a clear view of her milky white skin of her chest n shoulder. He saw the admiration in her eyes that he missed all this years. He was always busy in his business but never miss the beauty of her serene face and that’s why whenever he went for meeting and work early morning he never miss the chance to admire her morning beauty silently.. he would kiss her forehead before leaving and the kiss would be so fragile to recognize..

Today seeing her like this made him hard instantly, but guilt was visible in his eyes, seeing her shaking hand to collect her cloths and trying to wear it fast make him feel her loneliness that she felt in his absences… she was tying the knot with the duvet around her chest when he held her hand, she felt goosebumps all over her body. She dare not look at him, knowing she will be paralyzed with the dark look in his eyes…

Geet: wo, main, main, I, I will ready the breakfast. U must be leaving for work, I, I don’t know how I slept till this late. Bacche bhi school k liye late honge.. mujhe jana chhaiye.. I,,

Maan kept his index finger on her lips shutting her blabbering…

Maan: today is Sunday, baccho ka school nahi hain,, geet blinked her eyes looking at him and nodding…. Maan removed his finger from the soft petal controlling himself… but next second his heart slits…

Geet: but u will be going after some hour, I should make the breakfast so that u can have it before leaving for work, apka Sunday bhi to kaam hi hota hain…

She tried to walk away thinking what to make in breakfast when he held her hand from behind… she turned to look at him with confuse face.. but her heart pained to see the hurt and pain his in his eyes…

Maan: Mishty,, I m, M sorry… she was confuse why he was saying sorry and that was clearly visible in her eyes. in his insecurity he forgot she must have needed his warmth and security of love.. which has now left her heart. She doesn’t wish or expect anything now. Her life revolve around him and her children. He remembers her words of last night. She will carry this till her breath gave up… he felt choked with emotion and hugged her.. she was confuse with his sudden act.. no love no care can erase the emptiness from her heart.. it need time to heal those 16 yrs of loneliness, her expectation has died with time and thousand word of his can never fill the place now so easily.. it need time, warmth, love and protection of his arm… she didn’t understand his act but didn’t questioned him. she never did… she only held him tight consoling his pain. Again she only thought about him.. where is she in all this??

Geet: Maan what happen? Did I said anything? I m sorry, main to bas,,

Maan: shhhhh,, I m sorry for all this geet.. will u do something for me?? she nodded still hugging him… He caresses her head. Then please stay in my arms like this for sometime…

Geet: but ur meeting.

Maan: from now only u n kids will be my priority. Nothing else.

Geet: no maan.. she broke the hug and saw the guilt in his eyes, she cupped his face.. I don’t want to be a throne in ur path… I know with how much difficulty u had raised this company. Its ur dream… and I don’t want to shatter it.. I and children will be always be with u.. Whenever u come back to home we will be here for u…

Maan: yehi to mushkil hain geet. Till now u were behind me like my shadow but I never understood u need to be beside me… now I want u guys to be with me, beside me not as shadow but my soul… I want to live these 16 yrs with u in this small time, will u be with me?

Geet only nodded with tears and a smile… maan captured her lips urgently making her dumbfounded… he kissed her carnally.. like never in life he had touched her like this… he tucked her closer to him making her forget about surrounding… the drop of his hair fell on her shoulder…. And he licked it with his tongue making patterns on her shoulder… she breathed heavily, clutching his shoulder for support and he nibble her skin carnally….  Next she found herself carrying by him to the bed, her duvet was long gone as his huge structure hide her petite form. She blushed like tomato which made his heart a little light next they found themselves pool of passion and love….

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Mumma, Mummaa…

Megha: mohit what happen baby?

Mohit: where is mumma di? Mumma doesn’t sleep so much…

Megha: hmm its 10 and still mom doesn’t come at breakfast table. Nakul kaka said she is tired and will be late.. mom ne aisa kabhi nahi kiya.. sayad kal der se soyi na so must be having headache..

Mohit: should we go to her room to see what she is doing….

Megha: ok, but first finish ur omelet then we will go… mohit nodded his head… and by the way did u finished ur home work…

Mohit gave a cheeky smile which says not yet and megha showed her big angry eyes which frighten the poor mohit….

Mohit: Mummmaaaaa,,, he shouted making megha put her hand on ear…

Megha: mohit k bacche ruk,, mom ko aane de, what will I do then..

Mohit: if mumma comes u will be scared cat in front of her… hahahaha… megha made a grumpy face looking at her 7 yrs old brother who is definitely a replica of her dad, knows his way out….

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Geet opens her eyes to see maan sleeping hiding his face in her neck,, she slowly pulls out her face to see him, his serene calm face made a smile to form on her face, she kept looking at him for a  while and saw her sindoor on his cheek.. she bite her lips hard, then bend down to wipe the mark but maan held her palm shocking her further…

Maan: what r u doing?

Geet: u were not sleeping…

Maan smirks: how can I miss the chance to see my darling wife admiring me… her face become red in embarrassment, he saw her in amusement. She still blush so much.. How could he lose all these year, probably she would blush same in those years but he missed it… he rubbed his thumb on her cheek then her swollen lips… I missed all in these years… will u ever forgive me geet?

Her heart pained to hear so pain from him… she closed his mouth with her palm and rest her head on his chest, he pulls her closer to him. if it possible he would her soaked her in him…

Geet: I can If u promise not to feel guilty over those times… he closed his eyes feeling hot tears rolling down the corner of his eyes, she saw it and licked it then kissed his eyes… U were never at fault, it was just ur ruined childhood which made u feel so… u were never at fault maan.. can we please move on in life??

Maan kissed her forehead: I want to, but this past never leaves haunting me…. will u help me to reduce the pain?? I want to be close with u all my life. The life I missed…..

Geet kissed his lips softly making him widen his eyes: Yes.. we will make out cloud to reach the heaven together… we will walk further together… but please stop feeling guilty over something which was never ur fault….

Maan: but I can’t wipe out the pain I caused u, I can’t bring the smile for u which u would feel with small small things.. u don’t expect anything from me now, then how can I expect anything from myself…

Geet remember what she did few min ago, she mentally smacked herself, he want to relive all these year with her and children but she herself made him feel alone… she cursed herself.

Geet: I m sorry Maan. but I promise from now we will start our life like we started 18 yrs back… maan smiles and hugged her close,, her full body was on top of him… he felt happy hearing his old chirpy Geet…  Geet hesitantly looked at him, she made her heart strong, first time she want something and that too only because of him.. maan sense her reluctance, he made her lie on her back then came on top of her…

Maan: what happen jaan? She felt butterfly hearing the word from him… he was never so expressive…

Geet: Maan wo, actually…

Maan: U said u will expect anything n everything from me now, then what is making u so reluctance? He said looking at her eyes which shows happiness yet worry somewhere.. He traces his thumb on her cheek, her bare curves were teasing him.. he never knew this desire to take her again n again still exist in him so carnally.. he dipped his head in the crook of her neck and rubbing his stubble there making her giggle… it felt musical just like the days when he would admire her antics from far…. Bolo jaan….

Geet: Maan wo,, Children wanted to go somewhere for picnic.. I think, it, will, be gr-great if u,,, I mean if u don’t have much important work then can u,, mera matlab tha…

He felt happy to hear she want him to take them on holiday but hearing her reluctance he also felt the pain, he knew its weird and difficult for her to express something like this to him, she never asked anything then suddenly these talking of course makes her reluctant but she is doing just for him. again she only thinks about him… he kissed her nose cutely….

Maan: anything for u n children….

Her face brighten up hearing that,, she felt she got something very big in life. Maan never saw the glow on her face like this ever… he understood why she was always dull to receive expensive gift from him, she just wanted few memorable time to cherish…. he wanted to cry but couldn’t, he wanted to punish himself but couldn’t cause it will only pain her….

Geet: thank u so much maan. u know bacche sun ke kitne khush honge… it made maan worried.. remembering megha’s word he felt immense hatred in her… his geet always protected him but how will he face his own daughter… Geet saw the hesitant on his face… What happen maan?

Maan: geet do u think megha will forgive me for ruining her childhood, I, I was never a good dad…

Geet: ssshhh maan, u r the best father anyone can have. u did all this just for us… just to give them this life u worked like machine. They loves u…

Maan: geet I m scared.. they must be hating me for ruining the beautiful childhood…

Geet: noooo maan they can never…

Maan: but last night… he closed his eyes remembering last night, geet felt responsible to make him guilty. Maybe she should have handle megha more sensitively…

Geet: I think u should give the news..

Maan was not sure about it but nodded his head: are they woke up already?

Only then geet saw the clock 10:30,,  horror stuck in her as she pushed him from her…

Geet: maan hatto, we have to rush,, bacche uth bhi gaye breakfast bhi kar liya hoga…

Maan saw the time, he was amused to geet in panic: Geet its good na, why r u panicking?

Geet: maan they don’t like food made my servants.. and Mohit, Ohh God he must be running to come here…

And just then they heard the bang…

MUMMAAAA,, MOMMM..

Geet: abb kya hoga,, Maan wear ur cloth fast… maan was too much shock to see her running like that… she wore her nighty and run towards the door but before she can open it maan held her hand… he was dressed in his pants.. he took the shirt and wore it…

Maan: u go first freshen up,, u r looking messy Hot Mom… I will open it…

Geet got a sweet shock hearing him like this, then saw her reflection in mirror indeed she is looking messy, she ran towards the washroom… maan smiled and opened the door… Megha and Mohit stood there frozen on their place…

DAD?? Both whisper… they couldn’t believe he is staying till now, usually maan stays at Sunday till 9 or 10 pm and in afternoon he played with mohit but megha doesn’t come near him.. she doesn’t want to get attach with him knowing he will again leave them for his business specially whenever she saw her mother’s longing face she felt hatred for him.. but last night’s geet words had made a mark. She doesn’t feel hatred towards him knowing how much hardship he had gone through just to give his family a good life.. maan was amazed to see her so silent and peeping inside to see geet but she didn’t said a word to him… Megha is something he felt himself in her, she has His anger, his rudeness and arrogance, but at the same time she has calmness like geet, softness and understanding like geet…

Megha: u here, umm, won’t u go office? She was hesitant but not rude that maan expected to be…

Maan: umm,, come inside first… it was awkward for them as megha never shared closeness with maan, it was always mohit who love to be pampered by maan. and as he is small to all this so he never cared about maan’s timing, for him video games and chocolates,, beautiful cloths and cars were everything and after all this maan spent some time with him as well. though maan tried to be with megha but after age of 10 megha refuse to be close to him…

Megha looked at everywhere to see geet, thank god he had dumped their cloths in the cupboard or else this James Bond would have seen and analyzed everything… she looks so mature from her age..

Megha: umm where is mom? She asked softly… Mohit had already occupied the bed with his zooming car…

Maan: she is in washroom.. she was little tried so sleeping…  he saw her looking everywhere not him, she wanted go out from the room but doesn’t wanted to hurt him… Umm Megha..

Megha: yes?

Maan: do u want to meet ur mom only, can’t we spent some time like a father daughter or atleast buddy?

Megha looked at him surprised, she couldn’t control herself being rude: so that u will distance again from us and I will be alone like mom…

Meghaaaaa… this time geet shouted on her. megha knew geet never liked her talking with maan like that, but its her pain n frustration to not having her dad beside her like every other girl of her age… she looked at maan angrily,, then stomped out from the room…

Geet : I, I m sorry maan, wo megha, meri hi galti hain sab…

Maan: geet why u r cursing urself.. I never gave u guys my time then how can I ask her time for me.. she is right at her place.. her insecurities is also justified….

Geet: but…

Mohit: mom…

Geet: ha?

Mohit: Why this bed is so messy, u don’t like messy things na? geet became red in embarrassment and maan saw that… he smiles mischievously….

Maan: mohit, ur mom was doing boxing on bed last night…

Mohit n geet’s mouth open a O shape…

Mohit: with whom?? He asked in astonishment, geet made a threatening face while maan only smiles…

Maan: with me darling…

Mohit: but how can that be? mom is so fragile and u r so tough, u would have knocked out mom with one punch… he said animatedly…. Maan couldn’t help but laugh while geet made a baby face…

Geet: ye maan bhi na, bacche k samne kuch bhi bolte hain..

Megha heard everything from outside, she was happy to find her father laughing maybe for the first time.. mohit’s antic can make anyone smile and megha was glad geet wasn’t angry or hurt anymore.. but what happened that changed the situation so much…. Megha had noticed from some day that maan was much more concern about geet and them now a days.. before last night also maan use to come early and see geet maybe because she has suffered from viral fever.. only from then megha had observed maan’s love for geet but still last night when he didn’t turned up on his birthday her anger shoot high and she felt he doesn’t love them. was she wrong judging him…

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Geet: kya huya maan? why r u so down?

Maan: I think I should talk to megha.. geet knew it has to come but she wasn’t prepare. What if megha again hurt him….

Geet: but.

Maan: I know what u r worrying about, she has my anger, but calmness she personified u Geet…

Geet nodded with little smile….

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Maan: Can I Sit here? If u don’t mind. He said to megha hesitantly…. She was sitting in the garden looking at the flowers… whenever she feel tense or sad she comes here just like Geet use to come…  Maan sat beside her. both were numb, what to say n how to start.. at last Maan broke the silence…. Hows ur study Going?

Megha: Good. Final exams are Coming.

Maan: I was thinking, Can we, I mean can we start a fresh? I know in these years I haven’t given u n ur mom any happiness but I truly want only happiness for my family…

Megha dipped her head: I know, Mom always tells that.

Maan: so,, umm,, can we?

Megha shrugged her shoulder but kept mum… There was again silence. Maan felt his heart will burst if he doesn’t open up now…

Maan: Megha…. I, I m sor,,,

Megha: Can u Promise me something? Maan looked at her confuse… her eyes were moist,, U won’t leave mom again to sulk in that darkness… She loves u a lot…

Maan: So do i…

Megha: then why u always left her? Why she always so alone? Do u know how pathetic its feel to see ur mom crying for love every day still putting a strong face? she doesn’t need ur money and luxury but she want love, I don’t want to lose my mom, can u promise u will love her like the way she want…. Will u???

By now she broke down and maan hugged her tight.. he himself felt his eyes moist…

Maan: I promise.. I promise Megha I will never leave my family behind,, Please forgive me… I Promise u, I will give my all time n love. I know sometime love need to express. I promise I will show my love for ur mother.. Just give me once chance.. I love u guys a lot…. I can’t live without u guys… don’t leave me megha…

Megha: we love u too dad.. and I need my dad beside me, not his money n status… can I have my dad with me always???

Maan: yes, u will….

Megha: love u dad….

Geet shed happy tears looking at the father daughter duo,, mohit saw them and made a face…

Mohit: they are hugging each other without me.. he made a cry face, but geet kissed his chubby cheek….

Geet: u go and hug them… Mohit’s face brighten up, and he ran towards them. next he jumped on them making megha shriek in horror…

Megha: Mohitttttt….

Mohit: I love u dad… maan smiles and kissed his cheek…

Maan: luv u too beta…

Mohit hugged megha tight by her neck almost choking her: I love u diii…. Megha couldn’t help smile and kissed his cheek… Uff sab mere cheek ke piche kyun padhe ho,, pehle mumma then dad then u… yuckkk.. megha laughed as he know he hates kissy wissy but maan’s eyes stuck on geet who was smiling silently. He mouthed a thank u but geet shook her head in no, he smiles and mouthed I Love You… Geet smiles and mouthed the same… he spread his hand to welcome her.. geet walked up to them and sat beside maan, he slipped his hand around her waist and another hand on megha’s back… mohit sat on his lap fighting with megha as she was kissing his cheek continuously making him irritating…

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Whole day went like any other happy family, geet cooking for her family and maan playing with mohit n megha… he had got many calls from office but he ignored, maybe for the 1st time he thought its not so important. For him his family’s smile is the most precious luxury… it was dinner table where mohit was irritating geet with his nonstop sound…

Mohit: Mummmaaaaaaaa Khana lao,, he was doing many sound with the spoon and plate irritating geet further…

Megha: Mohit shut up, mom is coming na, stop it now….

Mohit: nahhh,, pehle khana lao…

Megha: dad see, he is irritating…. But maan also joined mohit in making sound…. Geet came with food feeling annoyed…

Geet: ye kya maan, u also joining him.. I have only 2 hand not ten… and after preparing all 3 of ur favorite give me atleast 2 min to take my breath…. But no, u both son father are on fire na….

Maan: ok after dinner I will be at ur service, umm how about ur personal massager? Megha and geet’s eyes popped out hearing maan’s teasing tone and romantic words. Though he showed he was teasing but his look said all to geet and her face become bright red.. for megha it was the first time she was seeing her parent’s romantic tease so openly… and geet’s red face was cherry on cake. Geet saw megha’s eyes were on them, she knotted her eyes but megha shrugged off…

Geet was serving the food when maan held her hand, geet was startle with the sudden movement from maan… but he made her sit beside him….

Maan: I have lost those years, but I can’t miss the chance to have dinner with my family anymore. I want  to eat sitting beside u geet, and u can serve like this. I can help u…. Geet felt his pain in those words…. Megha too realized her dad had craved for love too, she being the responsible child took the bowl of curry from geet’s hand and help herself by serving it…

Dinner was full of teasing and cribbing, geet often blush with maan’s intense gaze and maan often would admire her openly, he felt blessed to have geet for him… after dinner kids were going in their room when maan stopped them…

Maan: Megha Mohit…. I have a news for u…

Megha: yeah dad, what news?

Maan: umm I m thinking if u guys r ok, can we go,,,, umm for a vacation? He said quite hesitantly, he doesn’t knew how will be the reaction of them, after so many years he actually thinking about his family and a vacation… megha and mohit gaped at maan with open mouth… geet chuckle seeing them but maan was nervous. What if they deny, when he never gave his time to them will they give him the chance to live in a family like a family person… but to his surprise both kids ran and hugged him… he smiled and hugged them tightly… his eyes were moist as he kissed both their forehead.. her saw geet’s smiling face, she quickly removed the tears but that doesn’t go unnoticed by maan….

Megha: I m so happy dad…

Mohit: where will we go??

Maan: where do u want to go?

Mohit made faces, he doesn’t know much about holiday and geet megha laughed at his cute faces… maan made him sit on his lap… mohit made cute sady face.. maan kissed his cheeks..

Maan: Disneyworld chale??

Megha n mohit’s eyes twinkle as it was their dream to go there… megha hugged him saying ‘I love u Dad’.. maybe for the first time maan heard it, he saw geet looking at him nodding a no, he smile wiping his tears without making megha or mohit notice…. He kissed his kids numerous time…. they were really excited about it… but suddenly megha looked at him…

Megha: dad, won’t ur business suffer because of it, and will u ever be able to go with us? I mean wo,,

Maan’s heart pained to see his daughter’s expecting and painful eyes, he knew he need to do a lot to make them believe he want to live this life with them.. the late night event had made him scared for the first time… and he doesn’t want to lose his family…

Maan: I know baccha I never showed that I want to live with happiness that my family can give me only but I m truly trying to be family man, and I need my family’s help.. will u help ur dad…

Megha smiles: of course dad… ok lets finalize the date of vacation, I have off after 2 weeks and mohit also have holiday after 10 days,, so we are free then, now u tell when u can adjust….

Maan: whenever u want… megha’s jaw fell on the ground, but geet closed it…

Geet: if ur dad said he will be a family man now then he have to adjust according to u not u will adjust according to him, samjhi… she said with attitude making maan crunch his eye brow and mohit giggle…

Mohit: yeshh,,, mumma is the best.. mumma u tell the date…

Maan: idhar aaja mumma ke bacche, but mohit ran away from him, and maan started chasing him…. geet and megha sat back and saw the beautiful scene…. Suddenly maan’s phn buzzed, maan was holding mohit so he told geet to take the call and switch it’s speaker… geet did so…

Aadi: he-hellooo sirrrr,,

Megha giggle hearing his fumbling but geet eyed her to shut her mouth which megha obliged immediately….

Geet: hello aadi, this is geet, maan is little busy but he is hearing u so tell the purpose of ur call without fear…

Aadi: he-he-he-he thank u Mam….

Maan: get in the work aadi, he said sternly… mohit n megha was frighten with the stern voice as they never heard him like this neither geet. But He was always rude to office where he tried to be calm in home always… geet pressed megha’s hand then maan sat beside her rubbing her back n holding mohit with another hand close to his heart… Aadi tell me why u called at this hour…

Aadi: wo, sir, u didn’t showed up in office, I called u numerous time, sasha also tried but u were unavailable..

Maan: when I was unavailable that mean I was busy, now cut the crap and tell why u called here?

Aadi: sir sasha handled today’s meeting but we need u tom early,, My Richard want to meet u tom at 8 am before catching his flight and then Miss Angelina have an appointment at 11 am… I called u to remind about the business party also…

Maan saw geet’s face turned pale, the fear of losing him was back, and megha held geet’s hand tightly who gave a small smile to her but tried to move from there.. maan held her hand in his….

Maan: Aadi cancel my all meeting tom, I want to spend my day with my family… geet missed a beat hearing his words and aadi’s phn was almost slipping hearing his workaholic boss’s words.. he looked at the num to confirm its maan’s num and then fumble…

Aadi: je je jeje sirrrrr????

Maan: u heard me right aadi, I have wasted my whole life and earn enough money, but now I want to live this life.. Cancel all meeting for tom and book 4 tickets for Disney World….

Aadi smiles broadly, maybe he is only an employee but he was also worried for maan as he never thought about day n night, family n friends. He is working from the tender age of 20… 18 yrs no stop he had been working… he need break and specially when he is with his family, finally he recognized the love of a family.. he without any argue nodded…

Aadi: right sir… probably first time he said something without fumbling….

Mohit hugged maan: I love u dad… megha too joined the hug saying the same words..

Maan: I love u too… he kissed them one by one, but his eyes were on geet who was smiling and shedding the last bit of tears away… he mouthed a ‘love you’. She blushed and turned other side…

Their happy family night got disturb as aniee called them complaining they forgot her birthday,, geet mentally smacked her head forgetting aniee’s birthday. Maan and aniee share their birthday on same day and no other present can make aniee happy the way today she felt happy,, maan made a video conference with family.. aniee shed happy tears and she is truly happy to see finally his brother breaking the glass around him and engulfing happiness….

Kids retired their room and maan picked geet in his arms who widen her eyes…

Geet: Maan kya kar rahe ho?

Maan: kuch bhi to nahi..

Geet: maan put me down na please, bacche dekh lenge…

Maan: they have gone for sleep and now u r all mine… I don’t have to share u with them…

Geet whined; maannnnn….

Maan: ok first give me my birthday gift…

Geet: hawwww,, itna sab to kiya aur kya chahiye??

Maan: I tell u what I want, they entered the room and he kicked the door with his leg… her face feels hot as red hue covered it.. she held him tightly..

Geet moans: Maan…

Maan: I haven’t did anything yet jaan. He said huskily rather sensuously.. he placed her on the bed every so gently then covered her body with him… I want my gift as YOU… promise me u will hold me walking in the cloud of our heaven, never leave me alone to lost in the darkness… promise me u will demand and accept anything n everything from me as a part of me… promise to be with me till this eternity last forever… Promise me Geet….

She kissed his lips every so softly with a soft ‘YES’

Geet: I promise u I will be a part of u and accept anything n everything frm u,, we will walk together in the clouds of our heaven… I will never leave u maan, never again….

Never thought A Walk in a Cloud will bind Us together Again to have a journey Next time Together….

The End….

I want to give the credit of the name of this ff to SAM, who is the actual finder of this name, I thought to give another tough name but she suggested me it… LOVE U SAMY a lotttttttttttttttt…. Thanks nahi bolungi I don’t want to get chappal from her but I truly love u sam… muahhh

This ff will be always very special to me cause I felt relate to this story. I tried something different and REAL hope I have accomplished my dream of writing something Real n natural…. This type of story we have in every other house but no one knew the turmoil behind the happy faces… don’t judge anyone’s happiness from face see the eyes which show pain seeing ur small world of happiness… cause they also want love not luxurious life….

If u ever read this story do let me know how u felt, I want to know ur feeling towards this story, no matter how many story I write but emotionally this story will be close to my heart….

© All Copy Rights Reserved 2013. Tich Mg.

A Walk in a Cloud Part 3

A walk in a cloud

Part 3

Geet looked at his face which is still the same effect on her, the same handsome features which had once spellbound her… tears rolled down her cheeks which he wiped immediately,, just then she saw the cut in his hand.. she panicked seeing it but he was composed…

Geet; ye sab kaise huya, why didn’t u told me? maan. she looked at his eyes to find her answer but it was admiring her only…

Maan: u also suffered a lot in my absence, did u said anything to me? she looked at him helplessly.. Why u love me so much geet.. his voice was hoarse,, he kissed her lips softly… It’s a very small cut, will heal with time, but what about this.. he put his hand on her heart. I have hurt this a lot, how will this heal, bolo geet? Will u ever forgive me?

She nodded her head in no, he closed his eyes but soon felt something in his hand, he saw her wiping the blood with soaked cotton, she blew some air so that can sooth his pain..

Geet: if u have did something, maybe that would come in the line, but u only loved me, how can I hold u at fault for loving me?

Maan: Geet…. He whispered as she kissed above the bandage… I, I know I always fail to show my love but I,,

Geet: sshhh u don’t need to say anything… she tried to stop him but placing her fingers on his mouth but he kissed it softly then take out her palm…

Maan: it was my fault that I never showed the love I supposed to show u, I knew U LOVED ME always but this heart still feared somewhere… Geet today I want to show u something, will u see it? she nodded…

He dragged her to his privet study where no one was allowed not even Geet, she remember once she came here and maan had shouted on her badly, she shivered going inside and the shudder maan felt.. he closed his eyes in pain… geet suppress all inhibition and went with him…. he brought her close to cupboard, she always thought it’s a book shelf but a close one, but as maan opened it her jaw touched the ground… there was something else which made her eyes sparkle with happiness… maan saw that,, why he never believed his heart when it knew it is right…

Maan: I had brought these for u on our anniversary and on ur birthday, valentine day and on that day when I saw u first, our first meeting…. See this is card geet, I brought it for ur 17th birthday, but I couldn’t muster the courage to give u as u thought I was a akhroo. Geet smiles a little… maan too smiles and took the little bunch of roses which had lost its color and scent still carrying the love of his.. its on the valentine day… but I was afraid if u reject me… tear rolled down geet’s eyes.. she always waited for him to wish or give one rose to her… there was a small teddy,, she took it and caresses it lovingly… I had brought that on ur anniversary of 1st meeting… there was a red saree, a simple siphon saree… she looked at him questioningly… he dipped his head in guilt.. our 1st anniversary gift…

Geet: u send that diamond necklace by parcel as u were out of town..

Maan: I loved it so wanted to gift u but,, she didn’t let him continue and stared at the pearl necklace which definitely he made by his own hand..

Geet: its pretty, u know I loved pearl more than gold n diamond..  maan looked at her guiltily, and what he thought if she throws it saying it wasn’t a standard…

Geet took out every gift from the cupboard and placed it on the floor, then sat in the middle. There was stuff toys, bindi, sindoor boxes, payal(anklet), glass bangles, earrings, maang tika, cards, diaries. Simple salwars. Braclet… they all were not much costly things but for her it was priceless….. she looked at everything and took them in hand kissing it madly… he looked away feeling choked with emotion…

Geet: u knew me, fir kyun,

Maan: I was afraid, I was afraid to lose u like dad.. I know u were like my mom but what if destiny play it’s role and u become like that, I know I was wrong,  my heart knew u, still somewhere my mind over powered… I wanted to give all luxury but forgot u liked small things.. when I picked these things I knew u would be happy but still some corner of mind ruled, what if u don’t like it…

Geet understand somewhere still the insecurities of his mother leaving his father lingered in him… he was just a child when he had to see all that,, naturally it affected his mind…

She hugged him tight didn’t let him continue more…

Maan: I m sorry mishty… geet cried holding him close to her…. they sat there in silent… then moved to their room leaving everything there…

Maan made her sit against his chest on the window pane… he kissed her tears away and leaned to take her lips again, the sole serene kiss was making them calm …. His hands traveled in her waist pulling her close to him while forcing her lips to open fully… he gently squeezed her waist and rubbed her belly button.. she moans in the kiss and opened it for him to enter to join the ecstasy… he groans to feel the warm sensation that covered his vein… he kissed her deep, letting their tongue enjoy the togetherness.. she was so soft, it was like the 1st time he kissed her on the special night…. After kissing her like eternity he finally let her take some breath,, she panted heavily leaning on his chest…

Maan: can we eat the cake together?

Geet’s eyes shot open and saw him lowering his eyes in guilt… but a guilt covered her also, guilt for not showing him their gift of celebration… she was so afraid that he may shout on her for doing all that she used to clean the house every year like she did it now..

Geet: maan I,, but maan put his finger on her lips

Maan: I m sorry for never let u open ur heart n love for me.. still u did all this every year… but tonight I want to live the life again.. I want to cherish the birthday again… I never celebrated this day cz pammi mom left me on this day but today I want to cherish cz if mom was alive she would celebrated my bday like every year… she used to take me to temple and in the evening there have to be a lavish party yet for me only, with all my friend only…. I miss her geet…

He hugged her back as it was facing her chest,, she felt his warm tear making her neck wet. She felt helpless and tears flood her wyes too… she held his hand as it was resting on her stomach and pulls him closer to her,, he dipped his head in her neck and they stayed like that…

After long time they break apart… geet tried to break his grip but it was too tight..

Geet: I will just come in a moment,,

Maan: no, don’t leave me geet…

Geet turn in his arm and cupped his face then kissed his lips softly… he groan but didn’t deepen the kiss… he was feeling her love in that small kiss, his arching heart was feeling rest….

Geet: u said u want to eat the dark chocolate fresh cream cake… she said in a little teasing voice which made him smile a bit.. I will be back in few min promise… he let her go and she left the room hurriedly…

When she entered with the tray of food and cake he was wiping his wet hair with towel.. so many morning she had saw this and wanted him to hold her for atleast few moment, her own thoughts gave red hue on her cheek, but she mentally wacked herself saying they are parents of 2 children and she is not in her teen… but sadly whenever she used to look at him longingly he used to go away for some meeting.. there was only few moment when he read her eyes and leaving everything showered his love on her… but that came only for few time, though they shared physical intimacy but she couldn’t remember when it was he who initiated.. he always fulfilled her desire maybe, but does he enjoyed that,, does he saw her craves for his small good morning peck, just a teasing smile and few sweet talks that’s all she wanted but,,, she sighed sadly and walked passed him,, he saw the various expression on her face…. he felt guilty for ruining her all dream, he just wanted to give her everything in life and he himself snatched the most precious thing from her, his love.. she wanted small happiness and he made her heart numb…

Throwing away the towel he came close ot her… geet gulped her saliva.. his closeness still affect her badly… she shivered with his act, as his cold palm slides on her bare stomach…

Geet: maan…

A gasp escaped her mouth… but soon she composed herself…

Geet: its getting late, lets have dinner, u may have meeting tom na.

His heart slits hearing her meek voice, she doesn’t fear his closeness but she fears when his closeness will miss in the morning, she doesn’t want to feel her heart again numb, this small piece of information that he loves her truly is everything that she wanted, she can lead her life with this only, nothing she want more now… but still she fears when she will wake up he will be amiss again… like every morning where she craved for him to take her in his arm and snuggle a little to sleep more, but all she would get, loneliness…

Maan: did u finished ur dinner?

What a silly question, he knew she can’t eat without him still she ate without him only… geet nodded her head in yes but it was meek… maan saw her serving him,, before she can go away he held her waist and made her sit on his lap.. geet looked hesitant, they never shared something like this ever in life and in this age, it doesn’t look good. But maan didn’t left her… he tighten his grip..

Maan: u still feel feather weight geet, just like first time, when u fell seeing my biceps.. her cheeks flushed red and she hide her face in her palm,, she is still a kid, who can say she is  a mother of 2 children … she is still as innocent as she seems in their first proper meeting… but her face showed the maturates also which only make him flinch cz its because of him she was forced to grow up before her age… he felt her meek struggle and gave her stern look which made her pout cutely… he dipped the roti in curry and held infront of her mouth….

Geet: maan I,

Maan: I know u haven’t ate anything.. so open ur mouth or I have to force u…

Geet gaped at him then open her mouth…. he lovingly fed her and she did too with him… after finishing the dinner geet cleaned everything while maan was only watching her,, geet didn’t looked at him but blabbering something…

Geet: kaise besharmo ki tarha bina kapre k ghum rahe hain dekho,, agar bacche andar agaye to,, babaji give some brain na,,, she pouted her lips but maan’s words made her flushed…

Maan: mujhe bina kapro k dekhne k liye meri biwi hain sirf yaha who had seen me in much less than this cloth or without it,, and its alrealy 2 am I suppose bacche to dream world me honge.. geet hurriedly tried to went away feeling his heated gaze on her but maan was too fast… I haven’t eat the cake yet… leave it here geet.

Geet: but…

He came close to her and took her on the bed,, she sat there clueless, watching him move to grab the cake.. he sat beside her taking the plate full of cake.. her eyes widen to see he will eat so much that too after dinner…

Geet: inhe dekhke to lagta nahi he can eat all, too much fit and abs

She bite her lips making maan groan.

Maan: u know whenever u bite ur lips I feel hard… her face flushed with his raw words…

She couldn’t move a bit as maan leaned on her and took her hand in his. she was confuse and next her eyes filled with pure love and tears seeing him taking the cake with her fingers then taking the bite from it…

Maan: all these yrs u guys celebrated without me, I missed the opportunity to eat from ur hand, if I was there u would have the 1st person who give me the 1st bite….

Geet: maan, u were with us.

Maan: I m sorry geet for snatching the pure moment from u and our angel, I was so lost in earning money to satisfy my family’s need that I forget what is the real need of them, LOVE.. I lacked in my every relation geet….

Geet: sshhh,, u were, are and will be always best for every relation… dadima use to say u never celebrated this day because of some reason but she told me once u will tell me urself… she had faith on her grandchild…. And we loves u maan….

Maan smiles a little and smudged a little chocolate on her cheeks, geet pouted seeing that and tried to wipe it only to be stop by maan, he held her hand and came close to her cheek, then licked it with his warm tongue making geet’s toe curl. He saw her blush, and glad to see his real geet. His closeness still effect her.. her love can never leave her heart… he trailed kisses from her cheek to her forehead then again to second cheek, he stopped on her lips making her shiver and crave for those soft lips… he elft her making her heart flutter, she kicked herself mentally for behaving so despo but next she felt something sticky and sweet covering her lips, her eyes widen to see maan rubbing his thumb on her lips with full of chocolate and then taking it in his warm mouth..

He chewed the lips making her cringe him more,, butterfly played in her stomach as he caresses her bare stomach pulling her close… she left the cake plate on table and held his shoulder for support… he kissed her deeps, both were lost in each other feeling the love after so long…. But the fear in geet that he will again leave her in morning made her stop. Maan saw the hesitance and know why she did that.. before she could leave him he grabbed her again and kissed her passionately….

Maan: geet I want to be back in our cloud of heaven? Will u help me? he asked desperately, she doesn’t know what to say but she can’t leave him like this and gave in to the moment…

Maan pinned her to the mattress kissing her hard,, his hands were busy exploring her every inch and slowly took out the fabric from his way…. he kissed her neck claiming every inch of her as his…  kissed her bosom and lick the upper cleavage making her moan…. She held his hair tight in her fist pulling him closer to her,, the saree was long out of her body,, he snapped open her blouse making her gasp… he came on her stomach…. She tucked it in as his lips touched the belly button.. her moan couldn’t stop tonight and he was making her mad…. He kissed her ever so passionately like showering his all love in this moment… she held his hair in her fist pulling him close to her.. he untied the saree skirt with his mouth,, and kicked out form his way…

He saw her angelic face glowing the shimmering moon light and the dim light of the room.. he kissed her bosom, she looked at his passionate eyes. a small smile came on her lips feeling him so close like never before. He kissed licked and finally thrust inside her hard… she only moans louder with each stroke..he felt the blissful moment as she dug her nails on his back… with a loud moan both felt the climax… he panted resting his face in the crook of her neck. She hugged him with her little strength. He kissed his cheek then her lips… he fell beside on his back taking her nude body in his embrace…. She rested her head on his chest hearing his heartbeat which always took her name only… one tear drop made its way and rested above his heart. She tried to wipe it but maan held her hand…

Maan: let it be there, I promise it will be there always… she looked at his face which for the first time has the peace,, she kissed his heart.. Mishty,, don’t do that or it will be dangerous for u… she giggle but soon her face flushed as he pinned her beneath him and kissed her aggressively… but for his surprise she moans and showered her desperation for him more n more.. they shared love the whole night and finally drifted to a peaceful sleep in the morning…. For the first time they are walking together in a cloud of dreams and love….

Precap: last part….

A Walk in a Cloud Part 2

 

 

Maan entered the room and shivered feeling the same chill that he faced when he had enter their room on their First night…. He remember how much conscious and nervous she was, his position was also not so great. He was scared as well.. he had married the girl who is not less than an angel, he was afraid how will he fulfill her every need. He knew she will never voice her wish but he wanted to fulfill her every wish without any compromise, but least he knew what wish she had then…. he gulped the lump that formed seeing her standing over the window… her head was on the glass of the window as she was writing something, maybe drawing her destiny. Her eyes were numb and blank… he saw her full head to toe, she is wearing a pink saree… he remember how she loved to be dress his choice… he remember the way she had been craving for his one look to say how she is looking,, but he never gave importance to her look.. he loved her heart not look, so anyway he would like anything she was and is, but guess sometime love need to show it’s importance… maybe he should have showed a little affection…

 

 

Entering further he found her stiffen,, but before she could turn maan held her waist and hugged her from behind hiding his face in her neck… he felt a shiver in her that he never saw, or maybe he never gave the importance to that little shiver,, her excitement…

 

Geet: maan aap, main khana laayu ya aap kha kar aaye hain… maan shook his head negative, geet tried to free herself, ummm u get freshen up, I will warm the food… give me 2 min just…. But he tighten his grip… Maan

 

Maan: I m sorry… geet was confuse as to why he was saying sorry… she tried to see his face but he again cringed to her closer… slowly her stiff structure relaxed on his hard muscle.. its been long she had observed in him, its very long he had showered his love for her, its long he had showed he is there for her in her every way.. she doesn’t wanted to cry or make him guilty, she never wanted him to see her pain cz it will pain him but alas unknown to her her pearls stared coming down,, but strangely her lips curved in a smile, smile of her heart that she long forgotten, today her mechanical smile got rest as the moon witnessed her real smile… maan felt the salty water and titled his head to see her leaning on him, close eyes and one tear resting near the lips… he made her face him…. she was still lost in the moment when he kissed her eyes one by one.. his gesture showed the craves for her, the care for her, the love for her, still her heart refuse to except fearing he will again vanish like everytime.. she wanted to soak in this moment, so that she can sleep with her dream for eternal.. her heart has stopped asking for any warmth but still a corner it needed to live.. she is dying slowly and this small gestures are making her cringe the life….

 

Maan kissed her forehead, then eyes, her cheeks….

 

Maan: I m sorry…

 

Her eyes flew open finding him there for real, but her eyes were confuse why he was saying sorry…

 

Geet: maan what happen, why u r saying sorry… kuch huya kya party me?

 

His heart pained to see she never expected his sorry,,, still now she isn’t able to trust the fact he is there for her, he is loving her… his unsaid distance had made a wall that she had shielded her heart in it…. but today he want to touch it, today he want to return himself to her which always belonged to her… he couldn’t said anything but geet released herself from his grip…

 

Geet: I will come in a min with ur food, change and get freshen up maan…. she hurriedly went to leave the room, once again he felt the geet he knew has slipped away long back… he was so lost to give her pleasure of life that he forgot his naïve Geet or rather say she forgot her in this… what had he done…

 

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I still remember the day he had seen her first time in his dadima’s place massoouri…I had just arrived there and saw a chaos… an elderly lady was on the road and some ppl were surrounding her like some circus was going on, I wanted to help her but before I can run to her a girl in her 16 maybe came running and held her securely.. she shot a deathly glare to everyone who was just amused with her behavior and then looked at the person because of whom the lady was on road with her injured knees… she gave a tight slap to the young guy who was looking at her shockingly then broke his car’s 2 headlight, giving him his dose SORRY…. she walked out from there with the old lady leaving a smile on my face, I saw the guy and his frnd was going to hit her from back but I had held their hand and threaten if they try to misbehave with her I will personally lodged a police file and seeing my anger they run away… but Her thought never left me after the moment…

 

Everywhere I found her looking cutely angry.. in my dream she was all over and it got reality when I found her in my dadima’s house… I saw her gaping at me like I have 2 horn and pop out eyes from my socket.. somewhere it felt good that she was ogling on me but next when I found her tripping I was hell scared. 1st time ever in life I was scared…. and then next I found her tiny frame glued to mine,, I left a relief breath when I found her safe and cutely closing her eyes in fear.. I wanted to trace my finger on her beautiful feature.. the small touch sent fire in me but I know she was too young, I myself was 20… she was naive and its better she is far from me or else I might tarnish her innocent like I faced.. my innocence had snatch away by my own family then how could I think to snatch it from her… then I shouted on servants.. I saw her frighten state and again cursed myself but it was best for her… I saw her tear that pricked me still I tried to be calm and show I don’t care and she ran away.. from then I saw her flinch whenever I was close to her. I tried to maintain a distance but when I saw those doe shape eyes searching for me every min I felt restless.. something in me said go and grab her in ur arms but I couldn’t.. she was young and have a life to live. I can’t give her anything….

 

I was happy to live in massoouri,, life was bliss where I can see her hiding from everyone… her family treated me like their own boy… her mother was really sweet,, I hates the word mother but when I saw her concern unknowingly I felt her affection towards me.. geet’s brother n sister were teasing master… they knew I liked geet but they supported me.. they never said anything to her cz I warned them or rather say bribed them… I saw her indulging herself in my family, dad liked her a lot and I know he wanted her as daughter in law but before he can process his thought he had a heart attack and passed away leaving me shattered… I saw geet supporting my family, I felt warmth for her but couldn’t show it…

 

Then next turn was Khurana enterprise which was suffering… I needed to go delhi urgently but how could I leave my family here and geet? Will i get a chance to see her again,, but pushing all thoughts far away I decided to give my 100% to my company, I needed geet for me, and for that I needed to establish myself.. maybe then I can ask her hand from her parents or who will give their daughter to a failure and orphan… I still remember the longing in her eyes, the tear still linger on my soul. Once I was out from her sight I broke down.. I know she will take care of my family and I was relived someone will be there who can inform me about her. and luckily aniee understood in her small age.. she was only 13… she managed to give me every details of geet through phone or chat… I was really disturbed when she said geet is losing her weight and look pale often.. no one knew I went to see her every month, but never said to anyone.. I use to watch her full day from a distance and she never came to know it… I was helpless seeing her like that but couldn’t muster the courage to let her know I CARE…. Care for her and will be back for her…

 

After 2 yrs of hard work my company finally started gripping the market… then I met Brij,,  geet’s cousin who was in delhi for work.. then he told me about her alliance to be fixed with some guy.. I was so angry that I nearly punched him.. I wanted to murder him for thinking he want my geet to be someone else’s but brij was just testing me.. he said he came here actually to meet me.. he wanted his sister to be with the best guy and I m enough capable for that. he warned me if I want geet I better talk with her family fast or they will marry off her and she wont say a word.. and I rushed to dadima saying what I felt for her.. she only smiled and said she know all… and next I found myself sitting beside her in her room…

 

The way she interact I felt myself jumping in joy, she still felt the same affection.. I can saw that in her eyes and I knew I m enough strong to take her on my shoulder… our marriage was fixed and life was bliss for me.. after marriage I never left a chance to love her… she was like a fresh scent in my life.. we never needed much words but our affection n gesture said all.. but bliss for love stayed for few month only… 6 month of our marriage and I had to take care of my business.. there was so much happening,, my factory got burnt, aniee’s operation, dadima’s health, Vicky study all were suffering… I had worked 24 hours everyday to settle our life back but I know I missed so special time with my geet but again she was there supporting me like a pillar… she never complaint just tried her best to show she was there… event after event made me hell busy, I could barely give her a few min to spent or talk.. often I would see her sleeping on dining table waiting for me.. I was feeling guilty again she never let me feel so….

 

I was on cloud nine when she  said she is pregnant,, and I tried to fulfill her all wish, sadly I only failed.. the look I saw on her face when she ask me anything and I was busy in office work tormented me only,, wish I could say her how much I wanted to fulfill her every wish, I wanted to pamper her but never the chance I got… when megha was born I was shedding happy tears for the first time,, I tried to spent my days and night with geet n megha. She was a doll, so soft and fragile.. I use to see how she held my finger in her small palm,, I felt something in me bubbling.. I was feeling excited like a child got his fav toy… I was amused with megha cute antics… first time I neglected business cz I wanted to spent my all day n night playing with her… but then again my life drifted to my painful past, I don’t wanted to see same happening with my children. And I again drifted to work n work… when mohit was born again I was feeling the happiest man in the world but I had seen the loneliness on my geet’s face.. alas I couldn’t do anything, I wanted to give her every happiness in this world, a secure future for my babies… I started working again… in the mean time small fight started occur in me n geet… I never give much importance to those fights… I use to say tell me what u want I will fulfill but never got to know she never wanted anything apart from my love….

 

After dadima’s funeral I was feeling so alone, I wanted to forget the loneliness and for that I started to work harder.. I get barely 2 min to eat… and then geet was mad for it.. she sounded like typical wife then,, I loved the fact she was bossing me but often in anger or frustration I used to shout on her and she use to run away from me.. though it never lasted for long but unknowingly I started becoming go far away from her, though I thought it was her who had created the distance but now I got, she was always there it was me who left them to the farthest corner. I was lucky that my geet loved me beyond my thinking.. maybe that’s why I still could see her, don’t know if she also left me where would I have been then….

 

But I will always regret the fact that I never showed my affection for her.. I was never a man for those words but I know I should have showed my love for her maybe then she won’t create the glass around herself to shield the soft heart.. sadly still I couldn’t say those words which is always in my heart but it feared me to say. Yes I fear cz I don’t want to lose her.. I always fear she may leave me like my mother left my mother but how could I forget geet is not like that woman in any sense.. I know my geet is innocent but still the fear in me is so big that it fears to even think if she did what my mother did,, my dad lived for us but I can’t survive a sec without her I may die with her walk out from me life…

 

 

The diary fell from geet’s hand as she read the last word… her eyes full of tears and a small squirm left her mouth ‘maan’…

 

When geet was leaving the room her hand touched the diary maan had left few min before on the side table of the door… he purposely wanted her to see it, cz his emotion can’t be explainable with his word but his heart which he buried deep in him for year… abruptly geet took the diary, though she wanted to place in on it’s place but one small torn white dupatta caught her attention and saw the date, then she started reading unknowingly… every word made her heart swell..

 

She turn to see maan looking at her with tears and leaving everything she just ran and hugged him too tight.. maybe for the first time she isn’t fearing to lose him but fear to see him lost in his grief… maan hugged her tight, he buried his head in her neck and silently cried AFTER YEARS….

 

This walk in the cloud made them both one again,, they wanted to live in the dream of heaven again…

 

Geet: I m sorry for not trusting my n ur love….

 

Maan: sshhhhh I m sorry for making u walk all life so alone, I never showed my love but only feared if I show u the love maybe I will lose u like my mother…she left my father when he was bankrupt and married someone more rich and then died in a plane crash.. my dad married 2nd time and pammi mom who loved me more than her own child Vicky also left me when aniee was born… I was always a failure geet,, I thought if I told u about my love u will also leave me…

 

Geet: I can never…

 

Maan: I m sorry, I know u were never like my real mother but I saw pammi mom’s shadow in u, I never wanted to lose u….

 

Geet: I know, u loved me…

 

Maan: I LOVE YOU GEET, please don’t leave me….

 

Geet only cried, someday she wanted to hear it but never thought this will give her pleasure of pain… her grip only grew tighter on him to show her love in her gesture but again she showed in her words and for the first time maan felt the necessity of words.. he wanted to hear those word from her too.. he now knew what it felt like longing for few words which can give life to a dead soul… he felt he will die if he won’t hear the same words from her now he get what geet went through all this year yearn for his few words…

 

But geet was there for him not to let him go in his deep mourn again…

 

Geet: I love u too maan,, I love u a lot… she sealed her promise to love him forever….

 

 

Sometimes walk in a cloud made us remember every pain but it can give sweet memory to cherish also… it can give our day of love which some way we lost it…. and this way maan n geet found their love through A WALK IN A CLOUD…..

 

I m confuse should I give one or two more part to see after the life or I should end it here though I had typed the rest.. but the response made me fear now, should I walk ahead????

 

 

©All Copy Rights Reserved 2013.Tich Mg

OS: A Walk in a Cloud Part 1

 

ok me again with OS, though i had written this for one competition but i had opt out for some reason,, and here is my unedited version… it will have maximum 4 or 5 parts, u can say os ss whatever u want… its huge so i can’t give 1st up in single post, will give u again tom…

enjoy and tell me how u feel for it,, and one think ‘Don’t judge a book from it’s cover’
Read it first before opting out Wink it has tich’s special touch but promise not like ‘My Mistake’ or ‘Remnants’

 

lub u Tanu for the banner, I just loved it the first sight…

 

 

A walk in a Cloud

 

 

‘Mom, I think we should cut the cake.. he won’t come like every year, don’t know why u kept waiting like every year knowing he doesn’t have time for his family….’

 

‘Megha, why u speak so harsh about him dear, he is your father. He is working for us’

 

Megha: ohh Stop it mom, he will be busy on our death bed also, earning money for last ritual.

 

‘Meghaa’ she shouted while controlling her tears…

 

Megha: mom why u love him so much, where he doesn’t have time for u at all, atleast he gave his Sunday’s a little portion to Mohit and me, but u.

 

‘I m happy he spend time with his children, u know ur brother always cribbed if he neglect him.’

 

Megha: and u? what about u? doesn’t he loves u? tell me mom, did he ever said I love you GEET?

 

Geet looked at her 14yrs daughter Megha who speaks more mature than her age due to circumstances….

 

Geet: I m sure he do, but never showed..

 

Megha: I can see that.. that’s why u always waited for him and dozed off in the dining room. Not a single celebration u did with dad, nor a day I saw u happily blush or even a smile from ur heart.. not a day is there u two spent time and that made u think he LOVE U…

 

Geet: he never said me to do all that megha, its my duty to wait for him and being Mrs Maan Singh Khurana I bound to see all this, he is managing a company and 30 branches all over World, it’s not easy… and Love, yes He NEVER told me he love me but I know he does….

 

Megha: no mom u r worng, he doesn’t love u, infact he never loved u and that’s why u r so alone.. every yr we decorated HIS birthday like this, to surprise him but he never came, he was always busy with his client, he was always busy in party, maybe right now he is celebrating his Happiness and Birthday with some of his business client… He doesn’t love u nor us mom, He is just doing his duty.. may be we are burder for him…

 

Megha cried while saying that geet immediately hugged her daughter patting her back to sooth the pain, megha looked at her in awe seeing no tears in her eyes… she knew geet has stopped crying cz her eyes had gave up… she had cried all her her married life, craved for his love, sadly megha had witnessed all but Maan. he had never time to look at his wife’s sadness, what she wanted… he had fulfilled his duty in every aspect but the love he should have showed, he lacked in it….

 

Megha: see mom, ur tears also dried up because He made u soulless,, u had cried for his one touch and now I craved for my mother’s real self.. why don’t u leave him mom, we can shift to nana’s place, they are no one to look after the haveli…

 

Geet covered her mouth: ssshhhh,,, don’t say this megha. U know ur dad love u the most… we can’t leave him, he will be shatter…after marriage Maan is my God and we can’t leave our temple… and after ur nana-nani’s death this Mansion is my home beta…

 

Megha: huh, God, temple, Home.. come on mom, do u seriously think this HUGE MANSION is ur home, nooo I had seen u… I know u never craved for money but love… that love dad failed to shower.. he failed to see the love in ur eyes mom… I had seen u taking care of this house not for it’s lavishness but it’s the place where u spent ur life with dad but for him its luxury for which he is earning money.. break up mom, break up this marriage and lets go… I can’t see u like this.. u will die in this suffocation…. She said bitterly while Geet only smiled, a sad smile….

 

Geet: it will be my honor to die after seeing ur father’s face rather staying in that haveli apart from my maan….

 

His knuckle turned white,, blood oozed out as he gripped the sharp edge of the wooden table, standing over the door and hearing his daughter’s painful cry, anger and harsh words… but those words didn’t pierced him so much that Her few words had hurt him… he had seen the  look on her face, HIS GEET’S face when she said those words, like she is waiting for the day of her death and for his one look… like she wants to end the life seeing him for last time yet only one glance full of love…  He knew his wife loves him too much and he loves her more than his life but never showed in fear. His past always made him fear, but never he thought his aloofness will made his wife Geet like this, his jaan Geet who was bubbly jovial, full of naughtiness but today she is lifeless… she is alone and wrinkle can be seen on her beautiful face. it doesn’t smile nor cry anymore… he knew he is the sole reason yet he couldn’t do anything…. but today hearing the pain he couldn’t control himself, no his geet can never leave him, never….

 

But his expression changed when he heard his Geet saying something, his heart swelled up and he thought he will collapse any moment….

 

None had seen Maan standing the door as everyone was busy in themselves… geet held megha who hide her crying face in her chest….

 

Geet: megha, if he doesn’t love me, it wasn’t his fault.. he wasn’t the one who was irrevocably in love,, he wasn’t behaving like a maniac, he wasn’t the person who fell in love with first sight… it was me..

Megha looked at her with big eyes…

 

Megha: mom

 

Geet smiles sadly while caressing her face: beta marrying me was ur GrandDadima’s wish which ur dad fulfilled, he wasn’t the man who fell in love first but it was me who was insanely in love with him… I fell for him for the first sight and Veerji talked with Dadima, maan wasn’t ready to marry anyone… but ur badhi dadi emotionally blackmailed him…. Maybe it was my biggest mistake to bound him in the relation.. maybe he loved someone and I, I snatched him from the person… maybe I,

 

Megha: mom, but u were the shy one and it was arrange marriage na, nani told me, u were not even ready to see the groom….

 

Geet smiles, and it was from her heart that twinkled her face… she made megha put her head on her lap and leaned on the sofa, from the other side a 7 yrs old mohit crawled on her mammas lap then out her head beside his elder sister…

 

Geet: u don’t know full story megha, do u want to know the story of ur mom n dad.

 

Megha: I want to hear my mom’s love…

 

Geet: but ur mom isn’t complete without ur father..

 

Megha sighed: ok as u wish….

 

 

18 yrs 3 month 5 days preciously when I met ur father, actually I saw My Maan, he even don’t know I ever exist till then… Amit khurana and his family came at my town. Savitri devi- I called her dadima,, she was our neighbor and they came to visit her,, Savitri devi, Amit papa’s mother and maan’s grand mother…. They had came for holiday and as usual my mom sent me to ask dadima who was a closer person to me,,, if she need anything of help for anyone who came there new…. But as I was going I saw maan playing basket ball… I was 16 and he was 20.. as every teenager I was attracted to his great persona.. I was smitten to my place seeing his moves and he was lost in his world. Didn’t give any look… and why he would, it was me who was behaving like little teenager.. and when he moved and saw me, he dropped his ball…. I was nervous… at first he was staring at me, I don’t what emotion he had then , I never could conclude that.. he was a person whose persona can never be read and sadly still now he is an enigma who had conceal his emotion quite well….

 

 

Flashback

 

As Geet tiptoed to enter the house she felt him close to her and in sudden trance her ankle twisted and she was going to fall when maan held her petite body with his hand,, his heart shuddered as she bounced on his chest and was going to fall but he somehow balanced both of them…

He checked her as if she is ok or not, at first she was smitten by this muscular persona so couldn’t say anything…

Maan: r u deaf dumb blind? Can’t u walk putting eyes on the road…  he shouted unexpectedly…  geet was never used to be scolded ever in life,, tears clouded in her almond eyes,, she tried to shove him but he clenched her arms tightly… I m saying something damit, don’t u understand.. agar kuch hojata to? Geet looked at him with confusion and then he thought what he actually said… he corrected and left her harshly.. Marne ka shouk hain kahi aur jaake maro, I care a damn, but not in this place… Nakul Kaka say her to get lost….

 

When maan turn to see her she was already running while limping… he closed his eyes in frustration and left for his room…

 

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I don’t know what happen, he started yelling at the poor servant,, I was horrified with his anger and left the place hurriedly…. Next few days went like that, it was become my fav hobby to watch him silently, u can say a stalker… but I never let him realize I was there with the fear of his shout… I never knew how that watching game became my obsession… I was falling in love with his every gesture.. the way he smiled with dadi, the way he respected my parents.. the way my sibling mingled with him and he use to guide them in study… they respected him and same with his siblings. Vicky and Aniee were his sibling and much jr to him, Vicky was 14 and aniee 12…. They used to fear maan for sometime.. I never saw him playing or cracking jokes with his siblings.. he was too much serious… then I got to know he doesn’t has his mother… what happened to her exactly I don’t know cz maan only said she met with an accident. And never he or any of his house talked about him… Amit uncle was a sweet person. His behavior towards me was like a father.. I loved him like my own father… their holiday seems never to end and uncle said they will stay there only… I was on cloud nine. It was 6 month and I never contacted with maan directly, but use to see him secretly… and one fateful day we heard amit uncle is no more, he had an heart attack.. everyone was shattered. And I was crying like hell…

 

I saw maan, who was deeply in thought, he was the one who never cried. Everyone thought he was young yet strong cz he had to take care of his family now… my heart always arched to see him, confront him, console him in my arms, but he never give one look to me. I knew he never liked my presence neither my bond with his father, and I let him carry this way…. sometime I argues with him to make him say all bitterness so that he feels light but again he chose to ignore me… and then one day he declared he will go delhi to take over his father’s business… he wanted dadima to come but she refused… aniee was attached to dadima and she decided to be with her. Vicky was going to his boarding school…. And maan, he returned delhi.. I stayed in Massoouri…. Our home place… where we met first time, and I fell in love with him….

 

After that day, I was soulless…. Maan left me… he left and never return the thought made me numb… somehow I carried my life but never got the life in it… it was 2 yrs since maan had gone, and I got to know every news about him through newspaper or news channel and not only that, aniee was a chatter box and she used to say every news she got from him… my veerji had seen me like that… brij veerji my cousin brother but he loved me more than his own siblings…. And I don’t know what happen…

 

One day mom said someone is coming to see me, I was shocked and blasted on everyone.. I said I m not ready as I m only 18, going to be 19 in 2 month…. Mom tried but I refused.. at last veer ji came and said atleast for once is should meet the guy, I never knew meeting the guy will change my life and the moment I saw maan sitting with dadima and aniee beside him my heart flattered.. I saw him like Greek god was sitting there. I was mesmerized, but again he didn’t looked at me… I was nervous and tensed… when everyone left us alone to talk 1st time I saw him nervous…. That was the first time he talked with me, but I was so dumb that I was only looking at him without blink… I was shocked, happy, nervous and every emotion any one can describe was going on me…

 

 

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Maan: Geet…. I want to tell u something…

 

Geet looked at him without a blink, maan saw her looking at him. a small smile came on his lips seeing her gaping at him… just then he touched her shoulder and she broke her revere, embarrassed…

 

Maan: r u ok?

 

Geet: um, hmm, wo, I, I m so-sorry.. I was,, just

 

She gulp her saliva couldn’t formulate one sentence, she mentally kicked herself to keep quite and cribbed with her babaji… maan smiles at her.. and then sat beside her…

 

Maan: geet. I want to tell u something…

 

Geet: u wont shout at me na?

 

Maan: huh? Geet bite her lips while maan smiled,, No, I won’t.. u r big enough not to fall or hit ur foot while watching me…

 

Geet bite her tongue inside her mouth, so that was the reason he always shout on everyone taking out his anger and frustration,, he was worried for her. she always ended up falling or hitting her head or leg while watching him in past.. and he would have ended saving her, but line of worry was always on his face….

 

Geet looked everywhere else than him.

 

Maan: geet today I want to confess something… geet looked at him curiously…. Geet I don’t know what expectances u have from me, but I will try to fulfill ur all wishes… just take care of my dadima who will move with us after our marriage.. it was her wish to see u as her granddaughter in law and I want to fulfill her this wish,, my dadima had seen a lot in his age and I want to give her these last happiness… will u love her and my sibling like ur own?

 

Geet: maan I also want to say something… if u had never agreed for this alliance, then also I would have taken care of dadima and aniee,, cz they are not only urs family but they treat me like a family, and for Vicky… u know he calls me GF, so how could I ditch my BF….

 

Her words made him speechless and for the first time MSK blush,, geet was gaping at him with mouth open when maan decide to play with that….

 

Maan: ahm,, then if u marry me,, don’t u think its ditching ur boyfriend…

 

Geet looked confuse: boyfrnd?

 

Maan: Vicky,, u said na BF boyfrnd..

 

Geet: maan u r not so intelligent that u looked though,, seeing him glaring she broke in to laughter… maan he is my BF best friend,, not that BF,, and she laughed thoroughly…. Maan was also smiling feeling the musical laughter,, and unknown to them whole family had witnessed it… dadi felt bliss to think about their future, where geet will fill with her smile and innocent… where geet’s parents and brij was happy to see their little doll’s smile back….

 

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Marriage was blissful and all the ritual and function was a dream.. it was like I was living in a fairytale land. But maybe dream has to break one day, that’s why they call Dream…

 

After 6 month of our marriage, we heard maan’s one factory burnt to ashes.. we were facing a lot of losses then cz share market also didn’t gave him support rather it started falling… maan was tensed and on top of that aniee met with an accident… they need immediate heart transplant cz one iron rod had pierced her heart, but we were lucky that she was still breathing….maan made all arrangements for her treatment in less than 24 hour.. thanks to God we got our aniee… I still remember how much shaken was maan with the accident but he was strong like pillar to support us.. but I know he was broken inside… somehow we managed the phase and after few month Vicky was supposed to be in college and he was going London… his fees was huge… but again maan managed it and sent him to abroad for his better future…

 

Maan was a reserved person always,, something always had ate up him, sadly I can see that or feel that but could never shared that.. he never gave me the opportunity to share his problem… he always fulfilled my every need without speaking be that my clothes or expensive jewelry.. but he never saw that I didn’t wanted all that.. I wanted his love and a few moment to share his pain… he was best in every relation but for me, he was doing extra effort.. maybe for succession the relation like every other relation, but we became so apart with that.. he wanted success and we were going opposite, a distance was covering our heart… he started chasing achievement to run his company again and he went away from me so far that I thought I will never gain him again… then U happen… I saw the happiness on his face when I said I m pregnant, and all my insecurity went so far when I saw him cherishing the life inside me, but again it lasted for few month.. he started behaving weird and again I saw him from far, where I can never reach him…  he was perfect husband in every aspect, he was perfect son n brother but he could never become my companion, my friend which I wanted in him.. I never wanted this luxurious life but a small house with him and in our own world, but he was busy placing rose petals on my way with the lavishness in life….

 

After u I was busy with u,, life again seem to colorful seeing ur smile megha,, and for maan, u were and is his world.. I still remember how much he was tired but every night he use to watch ur every breath that u took in ur sleep.. he use to hold ur hand in his palm and kiss u endless.. he use to watch ur sweet sleeping feature till his own eyelids gave up… Megha u saw his ignorance but I had seen him helpless… I had seen him hopeless in the matter of his relation… when u were fighting with ur viral fever it was ur dad who had taken ur care more than me, after I slept he was there to watch ur every move, after his busy day also he never failed to see ur strain face and I had seen him cry for the first time. seeing his 3 yrs megha’s pale face he use to caresses ur head and cry silently… and when I tried to console him he broke down saying he want his family like heaven here only happiness live, he want to give his angel a blissful childhood and I know thats why he worked like maniac to give u everything that maybe he desired someday.

 

And he again got busy with his business and tour, though I knew he was doing all this for us but fruitlessly I started longing for him more.. I use to wait for him for dinner but he never came for it, his client party was need for his good business relation.. he again proved best for that relation but I was losing my companion in that.. after 6 yrs i got to know I m again pregnant… I thought this time maan will be beside me all the time but again I felt betrayed.. he was again busy expanding his business to all over world which was highly rising and maan got best businessman of the year award, his enthusiasm had no bound for that… but he always made sure I m fine, sadly it was always physically or financially, never emotionally.. he never got to know what I was feeling… the mood swing, craves n cranky moods always suppressed in me cz I never got to see the person who can pamper me in that time, I never wanted expensive jewelry but only a few chocolate chips.. I wanted to eat chat in the mid night but opening my eyes I never saw maan there, he was in his study preparing for another large business plan….

 

When mohit born I again saw him content, I felt happy atleast he is showing his happiness after so many years, or else he was always serious… but again it lasted for few month and I saw him again drifting to his cage… and for some reason I started to feel I m not worthy for him, maybe he was forced to accept me, maybe he is having some afire.. all my insecurities went away when he cried again clinging to me after dadima’s furenal.. mohit was 3 yrs and u were nearly 10… I had to see u two along him,, and then I saw the sadness and loneliness… aniee was married till then and Vicky was holding his business in London… he was again alone and started working like machine and when I tried to say him to take all this easy we started having argues… though it never lasted for much but a thin glass wall started to built between us, sadly he never tried to break it and I was lost in my grief that I never tried to break it..

 

Relations are like that glass megha, if we try to knock it with force it may break and never join again and if we let that be like that it started to distance 2 sole without knowing…. Ur dad n I maybe failed to break the distance fearing to loss the relation… but u know what I wish he had married the person he loved truly.. maybe then he got true happiness, maybe then I could get a true friend…

 

Megha: mumma, geet looked at her teary daughter and smiled, wiping the tear she singled her to carry. Mumma how did u know dad loved someone else, he never told u…

 

Geet: once I read his old diary where he had written some poems on his love, maybe he was 20 or 21 then the date said it and I was nowhere close to him in those 2 yrs, and the description of the beauty of the girl never matched me. and I can never match him in any sense.. I know that but I can’t do anything…. once I thought to confront him and say if he want he can break the relation and go back t his true love but I had seen a pain on his face… then I could never muster the courage to say that thing again. It pained me a lot… and after ur nana nani’s funeral he n u 2 were the sole reason for my breath. I couldn’t leave him….

 

An alone tear made it’s way to geet cheek, and one chubby hand wiped it, she smiled looking at her 7yr old son mohit…

 

Mohit: mumma cake kaate, I m hungry…

 

Geet: alle mera baccha bhooki laga, chalo we should cut the cake,, megha mohit come to centre and close ur eyes, now before blowing the candle wish something from behalf of ur dad…

 

They did so and both cut the cake, geet clapped and sang birthday song for maan and both children made her eat the bite first.. geet was having tears and kissed their forehead…

 

After few more happy talks geet ticked them to bed but megha held her hand…

 

Megha: mumma sleep with us tonight…

 

Geet: nahi bacche, need to clean all that, maan dekhenge to bura lagega unhe.. that we did party without him…

 

Megha: jhoot to thik se bol liya karo mumma.. u r afraid if dad shout seeing all the mess we created.

 

Geet: nahi megha main to

 

Megha: good night mumma, and ur children loves u a lot..

 

Geet: mumma n dad also love angels..

 

Megha: we know.

 

Mohit; abb so jao na mereko nini arahi hain..

 

Megha: soja mera nini puttar…

 

3 giggle while one person who was watching them felt a faint smile curved on his lips, but as soon as he saw geet turning he hide behind the door… he saw geet coming towards the hall and slowly she removed all the decoration,, he saw the pain on her face… every yrs she is doing the same. She doesn’t want to see him in guilt for not understanding his family… but the pain inside him was eating him… he saw her moving to their room after all the ‘Mess’ cleaning… he couldn’t even look at the cake which his lovely wife had made for him.. he never had the time to even celebrate his birthday with his family, but never thought they had celebrated it so cutely every yr… he felt his eyes burning with some kind of mist, yes he is again crying after his dadi’s death… a deep mourn came when his eyes caught the place where geet had dumped all the decoration… but she couldn’t dumped the cake, so left it on the table… unknowingly his feet moved there and he took one small portion on his finger then sucked it in his mouth.. he remember his dadi baking cake for him it was exactly like that… he swallowed the lump and decided to go back to his room to his jaan to his life and dear wife.. and this time its not for a moment for eternity….

 

 

 

 

Precap: does Maan loves her or she didn’t understand his love???

 

 

I wanted to give full part today, but me feeling extremely sleepy… will update tomorrow as well…..

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